First at all..Merry Christmas to everyone!!!^^
I love Christmas!!!hehe~~
I think this will be my last blog for year 2010
I'm locating at Singapore now
Coming here for celebrating Christmas but felt a bit disappointed coz there was no countdown here!!T.T
Anywhere..one more sad thing wanna to share..
Tat is..I haven let her go..
Case:
Ytd I'm alone at MRT..suddenly saw a backside of a gal look alike her..
Coz she live at johor..it's possible i meet her at singapore..
Anywhere..I knew tat was not her coz tat gal a bit fatter than her..(sorry^^)
But I'm still wait for tat gal turn to me..
Finally..tat was not her.
I'm felt sad and wanna cry on tat moment..
Lots of memory came through of my mind..
I miss her..
And i felt hurt too wats happened btw us...
But...everything was over..
She got her life..I got my life too..
Everything became a memory..
Memory that made me love so deep and hurt so much..
Thx for who always update my blog and care of me..
Wish u guys have a good Christmas nite in 2010
And a happy new years!!!!
God bless you~~
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010
6th of November 2010
phew...I'm HOME!!!^^
i miss my home so much...
although it is so dusty...so messy...but i clean it^^
haha..
everything will be fine soon...
i got JESUS~
i got beloved family~
i got a group of KISIAO frenzz~
I'M STILL ALIVE~~~
hehe..
LIFE is an assignment for human being..
it is so hard and it will not have conclusion unless we die.
sometime..lets have a rest and review our past...
we will found that..we miss out many things in our life..
everyone have second chance to make a better life..
depend on how we make a choice for our self.
after rest enough at our check point in our life..
lets move on to a better life^^
GAMBATTE!!
i miss my home so much...
although it is so dusty...so messy...but i clean it^^
haha..
everything will be fine soon...
i got JESUS~
i got beloved family~
i got a group of KISIAO frenzz~
I'M STILL ALIVE~~~
hehe..
LIFE is an assignment for human being..
it is so hard and it will not have conclusion unless we die.
sometime..lets have a rest and review our past...
we will found that..we miss out many things in our life..
everyone have second chance to make a better life..
depend on how we make a choice for our self.
after rest enough at our check point in our life..
lets move on to a better life^^
GAMBATTE!!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
19th of October 2010
不知不觉，我和你已分开一个月多了
自从上个星期三，我拜托你不要再找我
我们已一个星期没联络了
你知道吗，短短一个星期，很像过了很久。
很多时候，拿起电话，一直都想给你打个电话
给你一个信息，可是，最后还是忍住了。
刚刚却忍不住，去看了你的profile.
你过得还不赖，而且是假期，你应该有更多时间能够陪她吧
其实，与你互不相干后，
生活虽然有点孤单，但心情慢慢的平静下来
虽然我翻完我电话簿，都找不到人能够陪我，
但让我知道，我忽略了很多事。
我还是无法原谅，你和她所做的一切
我还是无法祝福，你们的恋情
这是你的选择，我无法干涉。
现在我能做的，也只有让时间冲淡一切。
我知道，会有一天，你对我而言，不再是什么。
那天和iris谈回我们之前的事，心想，
过去发生的事，都是我的人生，都是我的经验
就算当初几恩爱，也挽不回当初的感觉。
走了，就是走了，再也不会回来。。
爱情没分对与错，你们心里有对方，是件好事。
只是处理不妥，伤害了我。
没得怨，没得怪。
只是还没遇到对的人。
现在的我，只想好好得过生活
好好的学习成长，好好的提升自己。
有心不怕迟，ilex lo..加油啊。
自从上个星期三，我拜托你不要再找我
我们已一个星期没联络了
你知道吗，短短一个星期，很像过了很久。
很多时候，拿起电话，一直都想给你打个电话
给你一个信息，可是，最后还是忍住了。
刚刚却忍不住，去看了你的profile.
你过得还不赖，而且是假期，你应该有更多时间能够陪她吧
其实，与你互不相干后，
生活虽然有点孤单，但心情慢慢的平静下来
虽然我翻完我电话簿，都找不到人能够陪我，
但让我知道，我忽略了很多事。
我还是无法原谅，你和她所做的一切
我还是无法祝福，你们的恋情
这是你的选择，我无法干涉。
现在我能做的，也只有让时间冲淡一切。
我知道，会有一天，你对我而言，不再是什么。
那天和iris谈回我们之前的事，心想，
过去发生的事，都是我的人生，都是我的经验
就算当初几恩爱，也挽不回当初的感觉。
走了，就是走了，再也不会回来。。
爱情没分对与错，你们心里有对方，是件好事。
只是处理不妥，伤害了我。
没得怨，没得怪。
只是还没遇到对的人。
现在的我，只想好好得过生活
好好的学习成长，好好的提升自己。
有心不怕迟，ilex lo..加油啊。
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
7th of September 2010
我又在想你了。。你知道吗。。。
Facebook。。。msn。。电话。。。我没办法联络你。。
我再也没办法，联络到你了。。。
明天，你好像要从香港回来了。。
你会找我吗。。
你的Status。。想念你家，想念你的化妆课，也就是想念她。。
你没写想念我。。。这代表什么。。。
我在你心中，原来什么都不是。。。
卢冰宝。。你真的失败。。
为了一个人，连功课都不要做。。
为了一个人，竟无精打采。
什么都提不起精神。。
再这样下去....你这个学期，等着不及格吧。。
庄晓艺，是你把我变成这样的。。
本来为了追上你，我要努力提升自己
可是，你在这个时候离开了我。。。
注重感情，有错吗
我的心全心全意的对你，有错吗
什么都以你为先，有错吗？？？
我真的很想祝你被你心爱的人伤到够够厉
由爱成恨，都是你造成的。。。
最后没人爱你，也是你自己造成的
你太不顾别人的感受了
你太自私了。。。不配拥有爱
Facebook。。。msn。。电话。。。我没办法联络你。。
我再也没办法，联络到你了。。。
明天，你好像要从香港回来了。。
你会找我吗。。
你的Status。。想念你家，想念你的化妆课，也就是想念她。。
你没写想念我。。。这代表什么。。。
我在你心中，原来什么都不是。。。
卢冰宝。。你真的失败。。
为了一个人，连功课都不要做。。
为了一个人，竟无精打采。
什么都提不起精神。。
再这样下去....你这个学期，等着不及格吧。。
庄晓艺，是你把我变成这样的。。
本来为了追上你，我要努力提升自己
可是，你在这个时候离开了我。。。
注重感情，有错吗
我的心全心全意的对你，有错吗
什么都以你为先，有错吗？？？
我真的很想祝你被你心爱的人伤到够够厉
由爱成恨，都是你造成的。。。
最后没人爱你，也是你自己造成的
你太不顾别人的感受了
你太自私了。。。不配拥有爱
Monday, September 6, 2010
6th of September 2010
wake up in the morning...
plan to do my assignment but i have no mood to do so...
facebook is boring...
and nth else i can do...
im thinking y u wan to treat me like shit...
who am i for u...
ILEX LO....SHE DOESN'T LOVE U ANYMORE....
PLEASE WAKE UP~~~~~~~
who can help me to forgot who are she......
i wan to forget her..
i wan to forget her ah!!!!!
im suffering in missing her..
im suffering in wan to see her...
im suffering in wan to talk to her.....
i hate her so much....
hate her so much...................................
plan to do my assignment but i have no mood to do so...
facebook is boring...
and nth else i can do...
im thinking y u wan to treat me like shit...
who am i for u...
ILEX LO....SHE DOESN'T LOVE U ANYMORE....
PLEASE WAKE UP~~~~~~~
who can help me to forgot who are she......
i wan to forget her..
i wan to forget her ah!!!!!
im suffering in missing her..
im suffering in wan to see her...
im suffering in wan to talk to her.....
i hate her so much....
hate her so much...................................
6th of September 2010
我们已经分了两个星期了。。
你又再一次坚决地不要复合。。
艺，你又再一次的伤了我的心。。
你懂那个痛吗
看了我的部落格，你也没再留一句留言
知道我为你哭了，你也没心痛
知道我就傻了，你也无所谓
我恨你，也不想再爱你
你千万别再找我，因为我会刮你
现在的我，真的很想刮你几巴掌
因为我很恨你。
我恨你！！！！！！！！！
这间房间，留下太多你的回忆
我不想再住下去！！！！！！
恨死你！！！
你又再一次坚决地不要复合。。
艺，你又再一次的伤了我的心。。
你懂那个痛吗
看了我的部落格，你也没再留一句留言
知道我为你哭了，你也没心痛
知道我就傻了，你也无所谓
我恨你，也不想再爱你
你千万别再找我，因为我会刮你
现在的我，真的很想刮你几巴掌
因为我很恨你。
我恨你！！！！！！！！！
这间房间，留下太多你的回忆
我不想再住下去！！！！！！
恨死你！！！
Saturday, September 4, 2010
4th of September 2010
我又想你了
这几天，一直在想
我该不该delete你的facebook..
因为每当我去view你的profile
看到你和她聊天
看到你没了我的生活其实过得蛮开心的
我的心就很痛很痛。。。
不明白，为什么你要将对我
相信你是爱我的，只是.....
爱得不是很深。。
爱情往往是不可衡量的
不是付出了，就会得到回报
我没那么伟大，牺牲自尊地等你
但我没那么坚强，依然会想你。。。
用半年时间，才放得下iris..
你呢？？
和你虽然短短的三个月左右
但我们一起生活的回忆，还深深地印在我的脑海里。。。
很想念，你睡觉时可爱的样子
很想念，叫你起床，你总是要求多五分钟
很想念，你累了，但我还要你冲个凉才可睡觉，你撒娇的样子。。
很想念，你对我笑得眼睛变得一条线的样子。。
想念你的声音
想念你的笑容
想念你的撒娇
想念你的在乎
想念你的紧张
想念那个爱我的庄晓艺。。。。。。
这几天，一直在想
我该不该delete你的facebook..
因为每当我去view你的profile
看到你和她聊天
看到你没了我的生活其实过得蛮开心的
我的心就很痛很痛。。。
不明白，为什么你要将对我
相信你是爱我的，只是.....
爱得不是很深。。
爱情往往是不可衡量的
不是付出了，就会得到回报
我没那么伟大，牺牲自尊地等你
但我没那么坚强，依然会想你。。。
用半年时间，才放得下iris..
你呢？？
和你虽然短短的三个月左右
但我们一起生活的回忆，还深深地印在我的脑海里。。。
很想念，你睡觉时可爱的样子
很想念，叫你起床，你总是要求多五分钟
很想念，你累了，但我还要你冲个凉才可睡觉，你撒娇的样子。。
很想念，你对我笑得眼睛变得一条线的样子。。
想念你的声音
想念你的笑容
想念你的撒娇
想念你的在乎
想念你的紧张
想念那个爱我的庄晓艺。。。。。。
Friday, September 3, 2010
3th of September 2010
after had talk with lett yesterday nite...
i knew that i have to be strong....
no matter how...i cant lose my dignity...
i love u..really love u much...
but what do u want from me??
u said u love me..but u don want to be with me..and u still find me
r u just want my tension??r u??
so sorry i cant treat u as frenzz...
we r no longer be frenz unless i don't love u.
everyone had their way to face these situation..
maybe u think..still can be fren after broke up
but so sorry..i CAN'T.
u think im childish..u think im not mature enough..
is ok for me..
pls forgive me coz i don't know how to face u now..
that's why i choose to no contact u....
do u know....i'm very suffer to do so???
every time u call me.....i WANT to answer it......
but.........YOU R NOT MY LOVER ANYMORE.......
i don't know how to face u except LOVER...
yi...i don't know u still will come to my blog anot..
but..i want you to know that...
i still love you..is u no love me more than i love u..
is u choose to leave me..u DON'T want to be with me..
u choose to not fight for our relationship.
u DON'T want to find out the solution with me.
communication is not a reason.
just u not love that much.
im not blaming u..
i understand LOVE is uncontrollable.
LOVE is a FEELING.
is not a BUSINESS.
is not an object that we can measure it.
if u really just love the way when i'm mature..
but no love the way when i'm immature..
sorry to say that..but..this is not call as LOVE.
i knew that i have to be strong....
no matter how...i cant lose my dignity...
i love u..really love u much...
but what do u want from me??
u said u love me..but u don want to be with me..and u still find me
r u just want my tension??r u??
so sorry i cant treat u as frenzz...
we r no longer be frenz unless i don't love u.
everyone had their way to face these situation..
maybe u think..still can be fren after broke up
but so sorry..i CAN'T.
u think im childish..u think im not mature enough..
is ok for me..
pls forgive me coz i don't know how to face u now..
that's why i choose to no contact u....
do u know....i'm very suffer to do so???
every time u call me.....i WANT to answer it......
but.........YOU R NOT MY LOVER ANYMORE.......
i don't know how to face u except LOVER...
yi...i don't know u still will come to my blog anot..
but..i want you to know that...
i still love you..is u no love me more than i love u..
is u choose to leave me..u DON'T want to be with me..
u choose to not fight for our relationship.
u DON'T want to find out the solution with me.
communication is not a reason.
just u not love that much.
im not blaming u..
i understand LOVE is uncontrollable.
LOVE is a FEELING.
is not a BUSINESS.
is not an object that we can measure it.
if u really just love the way when i'm mature..
but no love the way when i'm immature..
sorry to say that..but..this is not call as LOVE.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
31st of August 2010
分手了已有一个星期又一天。。
你在我心中，是占了多么重要的位置。。
为了你，我哭到手脚抽筋，发冷，呼吸困难。。
我差点，又要自虐了。。
可能...我没法接受...你也是来伤害我的那个女生。。
记得认识你时，你看清我的思想。
你的女人味，也是符合我理想情人的味道。。
我是那么的惊讶，我竟能遇到自己想要的人。。
你让我爱上你，但现在又逼我放下你。。
其实，你很清楚自己的感觉。。
不爱了..就是不爱的。。。
就因为你是庄晓艺
我对你的期望，是多么的高。。
因为你是庄晓艺，
我不希望你怜悯我，我希望听到你的真心话。
可能你不想再伤害我，可是你越避忌，只会让我越辛苦。。
其实，你已做到很明显了，只是我很执着得到真心话。。
我是何等的期待，电话上有你名字来电或信息
我是何等的期待，电话那头的你，告诉我你想我了。。
我是何等的期待，你知道，你爱的是我了。。
可是，我所得到的，不如我所愿。。
你已不期待我的电话。。
你已狠下心盖我电话也不接我电话。
你已经厌倦有我的生活
你已发觉...你不是爱我的。。。。。
从开始说沟通不到
最后终于说实话，
其实是你忘不了她。
短短一个星期，我又再次尝到被千刀乱割的痛。。
这一次....是更痛。。。是更痛。。。
我知道，自己要坚强。。。
我一定要坚强。。可是....知道，不代表能做到。。
每当我想起一切一切，我的心就一次一次地痛。。
我很累。。。。我只想做回自己。。。
玩心理战，知道怎样玩，但我不想玩，也玩不起。。。
我要的，只是很简单的事。。。。
我只是要一个会一直全心全意爱我的，我也爱她的人。。
以为你是，但原来你不是。。。。
我真的很希望，你不要再找我了。。
你已经知道你要的是她，就很抱歉我没本事做你的朋友。。
你找我，好声好气的问候我
只会让我觉得，很做作，很自私。。
以后还能不能在一起，不是你一个人决定，我也有说不的权利。
我恨你，我真的很恨你。。
恨你来伤害我，恨你留了回忆但又离开我去找你的快乐
我恨她，因为他说一套做一套
说不会介入我们在先，但两次分手，他都第一个出现在你生活里
但我不能怪你们，爱情是麻木的，爱情让人失去理智。。我都懂。。
最后我只会恨我自己。。
恨自己为何那么没用，留个人都留不住。。。。
iris是将，你也是将。。。
去吧。。去找你要的快乐，去找你要的soulmate...
我对你来说，已经不再是什么了。。
我需要的，只有时间。。需要时间来复合我的伤口。。
请不要再在我的伤口撒盐。。。。。
你在我心中，是占了多么重要的位置。。
为了你，我哭到手脚抽筋，发冷，呼吸困难。。
我差点，又要自虐了。。
可能...我没法接受...你也是来伤害我的那个女生。。
记得认识你时，你看清我的思想。
你的女人味，也是符合我理想情人的味道。。
我是那么的惊讶，我竟能遇到自己想要的人。。
你让我爱上你，但现在又逼我放下你。。
其实，你很清楚自己的感觉。。
不爱了..就是不爱的。。。
就因为你是庄晓艺
我对你的期望，是多么的高。。
因为你是庄晓艺，
我不希望你怜悯我，我希望听到你的真心话。
可能你不想再伤害我，可是你越避忌，只会让我越辛苦。。
其实，你已做到很明显了，只是我很执着得到真心话。。
我是何等的期待，电话上有你名字来电或信息
我是何等的期待，电话那头的你，告诉我你想我了。。
我是何等的期待，你知道，你爱的是我了。。
可是，我所得到的，不如我所愿。。
你已不期待我的电话。。
你已狠下心盖我电话也不接我电话。
你已经厌倦有我的生活
你已发觉...你不是爱我的。。。。。
从开始说沟通不到
最后终于说实话，
其实是你忘不了她。
短短一个星期，我又再次尝到被千刀乱割的痛。。
这一次....是更痛。。。是更痛。。。
我知道，自己要坚强。。。
我一定要坚强。。可是....知道，不代表能做到。。
每当我想起一切一切，我的心就一次一次地痛。。
我很累。。。。我只想做回自己。。。
玩心理战，知道怎样玩，但我不想玩，也玩不起。。。
我要的，只是很简单的事。。。。
我只是要一个会一直全心全意爱我的，我也爱她的人。。
以为你是，但原来你不是。。。。
我真的很希望，你不要再找我了。。
你已经知道你要的是她，就很抱歉我没本事做你的朋友。。
你找我，好声好气的问候我
只会让我觉得，很做作，很自私。。
以后还能不能在一起，不是你一个人决定，我也有说不的权利。
我恨你，我真的很恨你。。
恨你来伤害我，恨你留了回忆但又离开我去找你的快乐
我恨她，因为他说一套做一套
说不会介入我们在先，但两次分手，他都第一个出现在你生活里
但我不能怪你们，爱情是麻木的，爱情让人失去理智。。我都懂。。
最后我只会恨我自己。。
恨自己为何那么没用，留个人都留不住。。。。
iris是将，你也是将。。。
去吧。。去找你要的快乐，去找你要的soulmate...
我对你来说，已经不再是什么了。。
我需要的，只有时间。。需要时间来复合我的伤口。。
请不要再在我的伤口撒盐。。。。。
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
25th Aungust 2010
2day is nic's birthday..
happy birthday bro..hope u have a nice day..
我要求复合，可是
你始终无动于衷。。
不管你是什么理由都好....
对我来说，都是你要离开的借口。。
有没有在玩弄我，你问心无愧就好。。
从此，我们各走各的。。
你知道我被她伤到很深。。。
可是，偏偏你又是一个来伤害我的。。
我真的搞不懂你们，看到我为你们伤心难过，
感到很快乐是吗。。
我的心，又再一次被撕开。。
跟她分了半年，我心里的开心也消失了半年。。
是你，把我的开心找回来的
但也是你，亲手送走了我的开心。。
没开心的日子，我也过了半年，也还活着。。
不介意继续下去。。
只想拜托你，既然你要离开，就彻底的离开。
不要再在我生命中出现，一秒都不要。。
我对你，已渐渐的死心。。
不要怪我恨你
只有恨你，我才能减轻我的痛处
才能尽快地忘记你。。
珍重
happy birthday bro..hope u have a nice day..
我要求复合，可是
你始终无动于衷。。
不管你是什么理由都好....
对我来说，都是你要离开的借口。。
有没有在玩弄我，你问心无愧就好。。
从此，我们各走各的。。
你知道我被她伤到很深。。。
可是，偏偏你又是一个来伤害我的。。
我真的搞不懂你们，看到我为你们伤心难过，
感到很快乐是吗。。
我的心，又再一次被撕开。。
跟她分了半年，我心里的开心也消失了半年。。
是你，把我的开心找回来的
但也是你，亲手送走了我的开心。。
没开心的日子，我也过了半年，也还活着。。
不介意继续下去。。
只想拜托你，既然你要离开，就彻底的离开。
不要再在我生命中出现，一秒都不要。。
我对你，已渐渐的死心。。
不要怪我恨你
只有恨你，我才能减轻我的痛处
才能尽快地忘记你。。
珍重
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
24th of August 2010
突然想起....那天和你谈沈佩华的事....
你为了她，哭到很厉害。。。
我以为...我成功了。。。
现在想回去.....其实那次后....
你就开始对我冷淡了......
我.....失败了...
你心深处.....有我存在过吗。。。
为什么...我怀疑了起来。。。
现在的我，很无助。。
看见妈这么辛苦。。
医生护士又不理不睬。。自己帮不到妈。。。
又失恋。。
不能在妈面前流泪。。。就算流了泪，也要不能出声。。。
B....你在哪。。。。
我在哭。。。你有心疼我吗。。。
跟我在一起，难道只是为了达成你说过的一个星期挑战吗。。
跟我在一起，难道只是为了达成一个月内让我爱上你吗。。
跟我在一起，难道只是要成功取代莎...成为我心中的B吗。。。
心中有很多疑问。。。
很想见你。。。很想知道你在想什么。。。
很想知道....我还能拥有你吗。。。。。。
你为了她，哭到很厉害。。。
我以为...我成功了。。。
现在想回去.....其实那次后....
你就开始对我冷淡了......
我.....失败了...
你心深处.....有我存在过吗。。。
为什么...我怀疑了起来。。。
现在的我，很无助。。
看见妈这么辛苦。。
医生护士又不理不睬。。自己帮不到妈。。。
又失恋。。
不能在妈面前流泪。。。就算流了泪，也要不能出声。。。
B....你在哪。。。。
我在哭。。。你有心疼我吗。。。
跟我在一起，难道只是为了达成你说过的一个星期挑战吗。。
跟我在一起，难道只是为了达成一个月内让我爱上你吗。。
跟我在一起，难道只是要成功取代莎...成为我心中的B吗。。。
心中有很多疑问。。。
很想见你。。。很想知道你在想什么。。。
很想知道....我还能拥有你吗。。。。。。
Monday, August 23, 2010
23th of August 2010
刚才在等妈的时候，自己一个人在走廊徘回。。
前几个月，当你知道我不开心，你特地从nilai飞来subang找我
就为了要让我开心回。。
想到之前你的付出，我真的很想念。。
才短短两三个月，你能够变了如此的多。。
我发脾气，我不开心，我哭，给与现在的你
已经不当一回事了。。。。
我是不是该，坚持分开。。。
是不是就这样地完了。。
为什么，我真的不明白。。。。。
爱一个人，是这样的咩？？
难道分开，就是所谓的对大家都好？？？
为什么每一个，最后都是这样对我。。。
莎，是为了喜欢了另一个，背叛我。。
这一次的你，我试问没有要你背叛别人和我一起，为什么结果还是一样。。。
我真的没法想象，如果你是因为有了第二个，我该怎样再次承受到同样的伤害。。。
我希望..................你不是。。。。
艺，我恨你，我真的恨你。。。。
是你，主动来到我的世界
也是你，让我做出很疯狂，又白痴的事。。
是你，让我更痛恨自己。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
如果分开是你想要的，我成全你。。
祝你找到你对的人
前几个月，当你知道我不开心，你特地从nilai飞来subang找我
就为了要让我开心回。。
想到之前你的付出，我真的很想念。。
才短短两三个月，你能够变了如此的多。。
我发脾气，我不开心，我哭，给与现在的你
已经不当一回事了。。。。
我是不是该，坚持分开。。。
是不是就这样地完了。。
为什么，我真的不明白。。。。。
爱一个人，是这样的咩？？
难道分开，就是所谓的对大家都好？？？
为什么每一个，最后都是这样对我。。。
莎，是为了喜欢了另一个，背叛我。。
这一次的你，我试问没有要你背叛别人和我一起，为什么结果还是一样。。。
我真的没法想象，如果你是因为有了第二个，我该怎样再次承受到同样的伤害。。。
我希望..................你不是。。。。
艺，我恨你，我真的恨你。。。。
是你，主动来到我的世界
也是你，让我做出很疯狂，又白痴的事。。
是你，让我更痛恨自己。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
如果分开是你想要的，我成全你。。
祝你找到你对的人
Sunday, August 15, 2010
15th of August 2010
wao wao wao....
这里放空了这么久哦。。
是不是说，我过得还不赖呢？？
在一个月前左右
和你吵架吵到分手
那时才知道，你对我来说是多么重要
复合之后，我对你的感觉，就是爱
我一心一意地对你，心里真的没了她
但这几天，我才发现，你对我的不信任。。
我也终于明白，为何你怀疑我对你的好。。。
不是不提，就没这回事。。
我希望你让我放心，我也希望自己能让你放心。
你对我没安全感，说真的，我不知怎样维持下去。。
一段恋情，不是应该有信任吗。。
没了信任，叫我们怎样维持。。
我真的不知道，之后会变成怎样。。
但我想告诉你
你一天不信任我，我一天就不会开心。
不是威胁你，只希望你面对
我心里真的没了她！
你不信我，我也没办法
你不信我，也别奢望我会开心对你
这里放空了这么久哦。。
是不是说，我过得还不赖呢？？
在一个月前左右
和你吵架吵到分手
那时才知道，你对我来说是多么重要
复合之后，我对你的感觉，就是爱
我一心一意地对你，心里真的没了她
但这几天，我才发现，你对我的不信任。。
我也终于明白，为何你怀疑我对你的好。。。
不是不提，就没这回事。。
我希望你让我放心，我也希望自己能让你放心。
你对我没安全感，说真的，我不知怎样维持下去。。
一段恋情，不是应该有信任吗。。
没了信任，叫我们怎样维持。。
我真的不知道，之后会变成怎样。。
但我想告诉你
你一天不信任我，我一天就不会开心。
不是威胁你，只希望你面对
我心里真的没了她！
你不信我，我也没办法
你不信我，也别奢望我会开心对你
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
16th of June 2010
这几天，除了上课，剩余的时间我们都在一起
在一起吃饭，在一起上网，在一起谈天
很开心，很幸福
可是，又是因为距离，把我们分得那么远
我们就读不同的学校，不同的地方
我不知道，自己能不能适应，不见你的日子
因为我已经习惯，有你在我身边
傻艺，很想告诉你
有你，真好。
谢谢你，出现在我生命中。
爱你。。
在一起吃饭，在一起上网，在一起谈天
很开心，很幸福
可是，又是因为距离，把我们分得那么远
我们就读不同的学校，不同的地方
我不知道，自己能不能适应，不见你的日子
因为我已经习惯，有你在我身边
傻艺，很想告诉你
有你，真好。
谢谢你，出现在我生命中。
爱你。。
Sunday, June 13, 2010
13th of June 2010
2day is webcam day with u^^
u r so wonderful 2day...no matter in the morning...or nite...
wao...
u know..my heart is melting for u...
真有你的，真的让我一个月内爱上你
我败给你了。。但我输得甘愿^^
B.A.D - 爱有你
想不想到巴黎铁塔看夕阳
或者是到纽约喝咖啡
虽然现在我
没太多钱
但我相信有那么一天
让你快乐是我努力的重点
你一哭我的天开始黑
省下每天的阳光
每秒的笑
存起来等着和你分享
爱有你我感觉满足
连塞车都是种幸福
把怀疑大脚踢开
我不骗你不猜
俩人傻傻的深深的爱
上一秒分手
下一秒就想念
习惯在睡前喊你宝贝
藏好千万遍永远
在手里面
让我天天的慢慢的给
爱上你我学会
幽默感
安全感
方向感
所有愿望我来担
只要你愿意
真的相信
我用心的一切
爱随时在你的身边
i really love you
girl !
送给你的歌^^
这是我此时此刻的心情
希望我们一直都保持着感觉
爱你，傻艺^^
u r so wonderful 2day...no matter in the morning...or nite...
wao...
u know..my heart is melting for u...
真有你的，真的让我一个月内爱上你
我败给你了。。但我输得甘愿^^
B.A.D - 爱有你
想不想到巴黎铁塔看夕阳
或者是到纽约喝咖啡
虽然现在我
没太多钱
但我相信有那么一天
让你快乐是我努力的重点
你一哭我的天开始黑
省下每天的阳光
每秒的笑
存起来等着和你分享
爱有你我感觉满足
连塞车都是种幸福
把怀疑大脚踢开
我不骗你不猜
俩人傻傻的深深的爱
上一秒分手
下一秒就想念
习惯在睡前喊你宝贝
藏好千万遍永远
在手里面
让我天天的慢慢的给
爱上你我学会
幽默感
安全感
方向感
所有愿望我来担
只要你愿意
真的相信
我用心的一切
爱随时在你的身边
i really love you
girl !
送给你的歌^^
这是我此时此刻的心情
希望我们一直都保持着感觉
爱你，傻艺^^
Friday, June 11, 2010
11th of June 2010 ~ 2
傻瓜，我很想念你，虽然几个小时前才见到你
你等下会搭飞机回家了
我等下也会和cell group members去看戏
可是，就是很想你。
刚才在上载我和你的照片
看到你的笑容，我才发现，
自己真的已爱上了你的笑容。。
希望每一天，你都是带着笑容的和我一起，好吗？？
我们认识不久，也没似曾相识的感觉，
可是我们就懂得对方在想什么。。
可能这是缘份吧。
希望往后的日子，我们能彼此了解，彼此体谅，彼此坦白。。
好想你。。^^
你等下会搭飞机回家了
我等下也会和cell group members去看戏
可是，就是很想你。
刚才在上载我和你的照片
看到你的笑容，我才发现，
自己真的已爱上了你的笑容。。
希望每一天，你都是带着笑容的和我一起，好吗？？
我们认识不久，也没似曾相识的感觉，
可是我们就懂得对方在想什么。。
可能这是缘份吧。
希望往后的日子，我们能彼此了解，彼此体谅，彼此坦白。。
好想你。。^^
11th of June 2010
本人正在inti上网，等着某某人下课。
我快要在这睡着了。。
就突然想起，某某人希望，我的部落格里有她，嘻嘻
就随意来写写咯
今天十一号，已经六天了哦
你的自信，让我们有了第一个星期
希望，我们有很多个一个星期^^
也希望，我们不会有争吵，伤心，难过
我只想有段，安安乐乐，开开心心，平平淡淡的恋情
不要求新鲜，因为我不是那种人。
我们彼此的信任，希望是真心，认真地。
傻艺，我在乎你了。
委屈你了，必须忍受我的臭脾气。
只希望自己，能够给你幸福快乐。。。
我快要在这睡着了。。
就突然想起，某某人希望，我的部落格里有她，嘻嘻
就随意来写写咯
今天十一号，已经六天了哦
你的自信，让我们有了第一个星期
希望，我们有很多个一个星期^^
也希望，我们不会有争吵，伤心，难过
我只想有段，安安乐乐，开开心心，平平淡淡的恋情
不要求新鲜，因为我不是那种人。
我们彼此的信任，希望是真心，认真地。
傻艺，我在乎你了。
委屈你了，必须忍受我的臭脾气。
只希望自己，能够给你幸福快乐。。。
Monday, June 7, 2010
7th of June 2010
know what's 7th mean to me???
phew.......一眨眼。。。和你分手，已经半年了。。
为什么，每一个月的7号，都会让我记起
那些回忆，一幕一幕地，又出现在我的脑海里。。
人生，是不是真的要带着遗憾？？
前两天，我已正式和艺在一起。。
我不知道，未来会变成什么样子。。
我真的一点画面都没有。。
我只希望，不要有任何一方受伤。。
不要再有受伤了。。。
phew.......一眨眼。。。和你分手，已经半年了。。
为什么，每一个月的7号，都会让我记起
那些回忆，一幕一幕地，又出现在我的脑海里。。
人生，是不是真的要带着遗憾？？
前两天，我已正式和艺在一起。。
我不知道，未来会变成什么样子。。
我真的一点画面都没有。。
我只希望，不要有任何一方受伤。。
不要再有受伤了。。。
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
26th of May 2010
2moro is ur birthday...
wish u happy birthday...
wish u have a nice day...
u r study at segi college..
and i aso will start my new semester on next week..
i donno wat will happen btw us...
i donno...can i let go anot if i see u everyday...
i really donno.....
am i still love U??
i knew....all changed...
all not like last time....
we r past....
but y....i cant have my new life...
i don wan....u r my regret.....
i donno...should i wait for u...or should i move on....
i scare......i really scare......
i scare i make a wrong decision.....
should i stand and don move??is it a better way??
wish u happy birthday...
wish u have a nice day...
u r study at segi college..
and i aso will start my new semester on next week..
i donno wat will happen btw us...
i donno...can i let go anot if i see u everyday...
i really donno.....
am i still love U??
i knew....all changed...
all not like last time....
we r past....
but y....i cant have my new life...
i don wan....u r my regret.....
i donno...should i wait for u...or should i move on....
i scare......i really scare......
i scare i make a wrong decision.....
should i stand and don move??is it a better way??
Friday, May 7, 2010
7th of May 2010
5 months...
both of us had headache..
and i almost faint..
but i have to go out buy shirt and shoes for my working..
finally..use RM80 to buy a black shoes and RM60 to buy a long sleeve shirt
haizz..
hope the shoes wont spoil so fast..
when im headache and almost faint in sunway...
i called u.....
but....u asked me y and use very pek ceh tone said u're eating
u nvr gv me chance to talk..
i felt sad..i felt angry...
y u wan treat me like tat...y...
when u need me..u treat me like human
when u not nit me...u treat me like dog!!!
what is this!!!!!
SHA....wats wrong with u.....
is it when u don love a person...u really wont care bout tat person feeling...
ya..its true...if i don like tat person..i aso wont care their live or dead..
i think...u same...
jz i don like this stupid feeling.....
haizz...
2day..my fren said like me..
felt confuse...
coz.......
coz......coz....
haizz...not dare to say...
if it become true..i jz say ba...
good nite...nit to sleep aredi...
not feeling well.....
both of us had headache..
and i almost faint..
but i have to go out buy shirt and shoes for my working..
finally..use RM80 to buy a black shoes and RM60 to buy a long sleeve shirt
haizz..
hope the shoes wont spoil so fast..
when im headache and almost faint in sunway...
i called u.....
but....u asked me y and use very pek ceh tone said u're eating
u nvr gv me chance to talk..
i felt sad..i felt angry...
y u wan treat me like tat...y...
when u need me..u treat me like human
when u not nit me...u treat me like dog!!!
what is this!!!!!
SHA....wats wrong with u.....
is it when u don love a person...u really wont care bout tat person feeling...
ya..its true...if i don like tat person..i aso wont care their live or dead..
i think...u same...
jz i don like this stupid feeling.....
haizz...
2day..my fren said like me..
felt confuse...
coz.......
coz......coz....
haizz...not dare to say...
if it become true..i jz say ba...
good nite...nit to sleep aredi...
not feeling well.....
Thursday, May 6, 2010
6th of May 2010
2moro is 7th of May...
is our broke up 5 months....
i don wan to count..but y....
every 7th come..i aso will remember...
im still hurt....im still hurt.......
2day u go out with him...
from morning..untill now u aso haven go back home...
if u really no love him...u will facing him one day???
y i still cant accept this....
y......
y i still like to gv fake hope to myself...
y i wan to made myself so hurt............
i hate this feeling.....
i hate....................................T.T.......
is our broke up 5 months....
i don wan to count..but y....
every 7th come..i aso will remember...
im still hurt....im still hurt.......
2day u go out with him...
from morning..untill now u aso haven go back home...
if u really no love him...u will facing him one day???
y i still cant accept this....
y......
y i still like to gv fake hope to myself...
y i wan to made myself so hurt............
i hate this feeling.....
i hate....................................T.T.......
Monday, April 12, 2010
12th of April 2010
recently..start to hear u and him argue...
happy??sad??
no..im worry bout u..
worry wat?
i worry...u scare...
i worry...u cry...
i worry...u will get hurt...
i hope...u will be fine soon...
im not tat great...can bless ur relationship..
im jz a normal human being...
i will sad..i will stupid..i will cry...
pls forgive me..
take care..
happy??sad??
no..im worry bout u..
worry wat?
i worry...u scare...
i worry...u cry...
i worry...u will get hurt...
i hope...u will be fine soon...
im not tat great...can bless ur relationship..
im jz a normal human being...
i will sad..i will stupid..i will cry...
pls forgive me..
take care..
Saturday, April 10, 2010
10th of APRIL 2010
long time din write blog..
mean wat??
not because im fine..
jz because im lazy..
supposely..i should rush on my assignment and study..
but..im wasting my free day again..
2day jz saw ur profile..
finally..u upload de pic of u and him..
ur smile..told me u happy to be with him..
and ur heart....totally no hv my place...
wat am i 2ward u...
i really wan to know....
do u ever love me be4??
y...y i felt stranger bout u...
y can u fall in love wit other ppl...without any reason...
i don understand...y aredi couple...still can fall in love with other ppl...
y can u don appreciate wat u have...
i really hope...u can get de hurt someday from someone u love so much...
i knew im bad to think like tat...but...
i really hope u will get retribution on wat u done.
love or hate...i cant recognize anymore...
u changed my life...
u changed my mind..
i don care bout other feeling now.....
i do wat i wan..
although there r something tat r wrong..
i still go ahead...
i still believe there have true love..
but i jz do wat i happy now..
if u really care bout ur image...
den u don do de wrong thing at first..
no point to angry wat i write on facebook...
tat is u...
not nit to act u r good person.
mean wat??
not because im fine..
jz because im lazy..
supposely..i should rush on my assignment and study..
but..im wasting my free day again..
2day jz saw ur profile..
finally..u upload de pic of u and him..
ur smile..told me u happy to be with him..
and ur heart....totally no hv my place...
wat am i 2ward u...
i really wan to know....
do u ever love me be4??
y...y i felt stranger bout u...
y can u fall in love wit other ppl...without any reason...
i don understand...y aredi couple...still can fall in love with other ppl...
y can u don appreciate wat u have...
i really hope...u can get de hurt someday from someone u love so much...
i knew im bad to think like tat...but...
i really hope u will get retribution on wat u done.
love or hate...i cant recognize anymore...
u changed my life...
u changed my mind..
i don care bout other feeling now.....
i do wat i wan..
although there r something tat r wrong..
i still go ahead...
i still believe there have true love..
but i jz do wat i happy now..
if u really care bout ur image...
den u don do de wrong thing at first..
no point to angry wat i write on facebook...
tat is u...
not nit to act u r good person.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
18th March 2010
Sha..3 days din find u... i felt like long time din contact wit u jor..
i think...ur life r quite good..
2day...i made 2 gals pek ceh..walao..
first..is tou tou...at first said want to go clubbing wit her..
but at last my stomach pain..don felt like goin..
den she call me and scold me...walao
made me angry too..
second is u...S.
i donno..i gt so care bout wat u think bout me..
sry..i not mean wan to c ur msg..
i jz simply press press press only..
actually i wan to see ur pic..
but i really JUST press press press den press in ur inbox..
pls don misunderstand me...
i nvr care bout wat u msg wit ur frenz...
i understand everyone had their privacy..
pls believe me..i really nvr think to c ur inbox...
i swear..T.T..
walao...knew u angry bout tat..
i felt sad till now neh.....
hope u wont put in heart....
T.T
i think...ur life r quite good..
2day...i made 2 gals pek ceh..walao..
first..is tou tou...at first said want to go clubbing wit her..
but at last my stomach pain..don felt like goin..
den she call me and scold me...walao
made me angry too..
second is u...S.
i donno..i gt so care bout wat u think bout me..
sry..i not mean wan to c ur msg..
i jz simply press press press only..
actually i wan to see ur pic..
but i really JUST press press press den press in ur inbox..
pls don misunderstand me...
i nvr care bout wat u msg wit ur frenz...
i understand everyone had their privacy..
pls believe me..i really nvr think to c ur inbox...
i swear..T.T..
walao...knew u angry bout tat..
i felt sad till now neh.....
hope u wont put in heart....
T.T
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
15th of MArch 2010
2day..same like last Monday and tuesday...
i din find u..u aso din find me..
i knew..u're fine now..
tats y..i leave..
mayb...we will keep this relationship till the end of life..
donno...
no one can promise anything....
jz hope..u r happy..
I miss you..i care bout u..
take care....
i din find u..u aso din find me..
i knew..u're fine now..
tats y..i leave..
mayb...we will keep this relationship till the end of life..
donno...
no one can promise anything....
jz hope..u r happy..
I miss you..i care bout u..
take care....
Monday, March 15, 2010
14th of MArch 2010
HaPPy WhIte ValeNtine day......
y...i felt the past one week..
so slow..so tired..so boring..so grey...
walao yeh.....im goin crazy.....
where's my happiness??
where's my hope??
where's my target??
where's my GOAL??
where's my Life.......T.T....
haizz.....go sleep....2moro is a new and great day again...
y...i felt the past one week..
so slow..so tired..so boring..so grey...
walao yeh.....im goin crazy.....
where's my happiness??
where's my hope??
where's my target??
where's my GOAL??
where's my Life.......T.T....
haizz.....go sleep....2moro is a new and great day again...
Saturday, March 13, 2010
13th of March 2010
since Monday until now
aredi 6 days..
after tat nite..cried...sad...heart pain coz must put down u..
Monday wake up..i felt i'm a new person...
i no felt sad coz u leave me..
i no felt angry when i heard u go out wit him....
i no think any hope while i get ur msg..
coz i knew....HOPE more...HURT more....
i still worry bout u...
i still care you...
but...i cant care u like a couple again...
i must control myself...
coz i knew u donno how to choose btw he and me..
or mayb..u knew u wan to be wit him..but..
u still wan my care...
if really like tat....
SHA..sry..i cant accept tat...
start from nw..
i wan to have a happy and wonderful life..
i wan to study hard...
i wan to work hard...
i wan to change my style...
i wan to be more mature..
i wan to be sucessful person!!!!
ILEX LO..YOU CAN DO IT!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!
aredi 6 days..
after tat nite..cried...sad...heart pain coz must put down u..
Monday wake up..i felt i'm a new person...
i no felt sad coz u leave me..
i no felt angry when i heard u go out wit him....
i no think any hope while i get ur msg..
coz i knew....HOPE more...HURT more....
i still worry bout u...
i still care you...
but...i cant care u like a couple again...
i must control myself...
coz i knew u donno how to choose btw he and me..
or mayb..u knew u wan to be wit him..but..
u still wan my care...
if really like tat....
SHA..sry..i cant accept tat...
start from nw..
i wan to have a happy and wonderful life..
i wan to study hard...
i wan to work hard...
i wan to change my style...
i wan to be more mature..
i wan to be sucessful person!!!!
ILEX LO..YOU CAN DO IT!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!
Thursday, March 11, 2010
11th of March 2010
now is 1:11am...
the time i start writing this blog..
since tat nite...i said...jz treat us nvr know each other be4..
these few days...i felt better den be4...
honestly..still will miss u...
i aredi tried to not contact u...
but 9th of March nite..u find me....
u cried..u sad..coz ur mom don let u learn dance..and said the bad words..
and u aso worry bout ur result..
worry bout u cant go study again..
my heart pain..but...i cant do anything...
i jz try my best to comfort u...
to make u feel better...
luckily..u said u had felt better...
10th March...u asked me a question..
y i treat u so cold...
i din answer u....
coz i donno how to answer u...
and i felt no point to answer this question...
i said be4...when u nit me..i will be there...
now jz wait for ur result...
see how and wat u plan to do on next...
i will gv u my opinion if u nit..
i will try my best to help u...
after i knew tat u r in stable...
den i will leave...
when next time u nit me again...i will be there for u...
jz read ur blog...and saw ur hand's pic...
i can understand..when u r sad...sure will think to hurt urself..
coz i do tat be4 too..
but..pls dont do tat again....
tats look stupid~
my hand had de scar tat still can see it clearly now..
tat was i hurt myself when my ex leave me last year...
de scar will always follow me...donno till when..
and everytime i saw de scar...i felt im stupid!!!!
im idiot...y wan to do tat on tat time..
i hope u can be more mature...
do this kind of thing...jz will let the ppl who care u worry u only...
wan ppl love u...first u must know how to love urself....
if u still continue like tat....u are no meaning to live...
pls be more mature...
pls think bout ur future..
pls dont gv up ur life...
in our life..still gt many many things wait us to do..to achieve...
hope u can don always think de negative things again....
tat will let ppl felt speechless 2ward u only...
失恋，遇到挫折，这是每个人必经的成长路程
跌倒了，就自己爬起来
爬起来了，才算是成长。。。
hope u can understand wat i wan to tell u...
the time i start writing this blog..
since tat nite...i said...jz treat us nvr know each other be4..
these few days...i felt better den be4...
honestly..still will miss u...
i aredi tried to not contact u...
but 9th of March nite..u find me....
u cried..u sad..coz ur mom don let u learn dance..and said the bad words..
and u aso worry bout ur result..
worry bout u cant go study again..
my heart pain..but...i cant do anything...
i jz try my best to comfort u...
to make u feel better...
luckily..u said u had felt better...
10th March...u asked me a question..
y i treat u so cold...
i din answer u....
coz i donno how to answer u...
and i felt no point to answer this question...
i said be4...when u nit me..i will be there...
now jz wait for ur result...
see how and wat u plan to do on next...
i will gv u my opinion if u nit..
i will try my best to help u...
after i knew tat u r in stable...
den i will leave...
when next time u nit me again...i will be there for u...
jz read ur blog...and saw ur hand's pic...
i can understand..when u r sad...sure will think to hurt urself..
coz i do tat be4 too..
but..pls dont do tat again....
tats look stupid~
my hand had de scar tat still can see it clearly now..
tat was i hurt myself when my ex leave me last year...
de scar will always follow me...donno till when..
and everytime i saw de scar...i felt im stupid!!!!
im idiot...y wan to do tat on tat time..
i hope u can be more mature...
do this kind of thing...jz will let the ppl who care u worry u only...
wan ppl love u...first u must know how to love urself....
if u still continue like tat....u are no meaning to live...
pls be more mature...
pls think bout ur future..
pls dont gv up ur life...
in our life..still gt many many things wait us to do..to achieve...
hope u can don always think de negative things again....
tat will let ppl felt speechless 2ward u only...
失恋，遇到挫折，这是每个人必经的成长路程
跌倒了，就自己爬起来
爬起来了，才算是成长。。。
hope u can understand wat i wan to tell u...
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
9th of March 2010
2 days ago...7th of March 2010
is we broke up 3 months~~
tat nite..we chat in phone...
3 months aredi.....
i really nit to put down this relationship....
i told u...jz treat us...nvr know each other be4.....
we cried....we 'bu she de'...
i had ask for a chance...
but...u don wan to gv me last chance....
so....we jz....game over ba.....
9th of MArch...aso u and him 2gete 3 months...
SHa....pls take care urself...
rmb eat...rmb sleep well...
must be healthy....
i jz wan to see u happy.......
i jz wan to see u still alive....
although u're not mine....
but....I will always Miss You....
i miss u....i love u...
is we broke up 3 months~~
tat nite..we chat in phone...
3 months aredi.....
i really nit to put down this relationship....
i told u...jz treat us...nvr know each other be4.....
we cried....we 'bu she de'...
i had ask for a chance...
but...u don wan to gv me last chance....
so....we jz....game over ba.....
9th of MArch...aso u and him 2gete 3 months...
SHa....pls take care urself...
rmb eat...rmb sleep well...
must be healthy....
i jz wan to see u happy.......
i jz wan to see u still alive....
although u're not mine....
but....I will always Miss You....
i miss u....i love u...
Sunday, March 7, 2010
7th of March 2010
2day...
is our broke up 3 months date...
3 months aredi....time.. pass very fast...
u leave me...aredi 3 months...
and 2 days ltr....u and him...aso 2gete 3 months.......
SHA....im starting....to give up.....
im starting...cant accept....the day u 2gete wit him keeping increase..
im starting...tired to be stupid.....
"Sarah Conner - Christmas In My Heart"
our sing...jz like our memory....
was live deeply in my heart....
i cant forget...the feeling we hug..
i cant forget...the feeling we kiss..
i cant forget...the feeling we love..
i cant forget...the feeling we cry...
i cant forget...the feeling we miss each other...
all memory...was deep in my heart...
but....im starting to accept....YOU aredi leave me....
im starting to accept....You not belong to me...
im starting to stop thinking....do You still love me...
coz i knew....u wont care me anymore....
SHA..pls take care...
although im not de person to make u happy..
but...i really jz wan u to be happy..
im tak biasa to tell others...im single now...
but...i will biasa it soon....
i will live my life....WITHOUT YOU.................
hope i can do it.
is our broke up 3 months date...
3 months aredi....time.. pass very fast...
u leave me...aredi 3 months...
and 2 days ltr....u and him...aso 2gete 3 months.......
SHA....im starting....to give up.....
im starting...cant accept....the day u 2gete wit him keeping increase..
im starting...tired to be stupid.....
"Sarah Conner - Christmas In My Heart"
our sing...jz like our memory....
was live deeply in my heart....
i cant forget...the feeling we hug..
i cant forget...the feeling we kiss..
i cant forget...the feeling we love..
i cant forget...the feeling we cry...
i cant forget...the feeling we miss each other...
all memory...was deep in my heart...
but....im starting to accept....YOU aredi leave me....
im starting to accept....You not belong to me...
im starting to stop thinking....do You still love me...
coz i knew....u wont care me anymore....
SHA..pls take care...
although im not de person to make u happy..
but...i really jz wan u to be happy..
im tak biasa to tell others...im single now...
but...i will biasa it soon....
i will live my life....WITHOUT YOU.................
hope i can do it.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
2nd of March 2010
JESS!!!happy birthday..welcome to level 2!!^^
finally...jess become 20 years old...
level 2 neh....y she still look same geh??hehe
kidding kidding..
ytd nite..i sent a msg to u..
i said..i have to leave...
jz nw...u msg me...ask me...
am i wan to leave u 4ever??
i..donno how to answer u...
i really dono how to answer u...
i want to tell u...till now...
u're still in my heart....
it is very deep......
wan to forgot u...i think nit a long long long time....or impossible...
but....honestly...i think..i wont coz of u...single 4ever...
if u nvr think to come back...i will try to put down...
and find for my new relationship....
i still love u...i still miss u lot...
but if u don love me...
i will put down u.....
finally...jess become 20 years old...
level 2 neh....y she still look same geh??hehe
kidding kidding..
ytd nite..i sent a msg to u..
i said..i have to leave...
jz nw...u msg me...ask me...
am i wan to leave u 4ever??
i..donno how to answer u...
i really dono how to answer u...
i want to tell u...till now...
u're still in my heart....
it is very deep......
wan to forgot u...i think nit a long long long time....or impossible...
but....honestly...i think..i wont coz of u...single 4ever...
if u nvr think to come back...i will try to put down...
and find for my new relationship....
i still love u...i still miss u lot...
but if u don love me...
i will put down u.....
Sunday, February 28, 2010
28th of February 2010
恋爱星求人 - 大结局
"两个人幸福 总好过三个人痛苦
不舍得 都要舍得了"
B..i really miss u much...
but..i knew...u just wan me care u..
u not wan to be wit me....
although u come back.u also will not happy...
i knew...we r past....
my heart is pain...but...
i knew....i nit to put down....
some of my frenzz..asked me to forget u...
some of my frenz...ask me don gv up u..
i donno...what will be in our future...
but i knew...u r not belong to me now...
B...2 years ago...
i thought...u r my last...
i thought...we will be happy 2gete forever...
i thought...we can see each other from young till we become older...
i thought...we will be a pair sweet L couple...
i thought...i can call u B forever...
B...u still deep in my heart....
take care...
must be happy...
must be healthy...
must be safety..
U..must become a happy gal in this world...
den...i will go peacefully.....
I Love You...
my number will not change...
my heart..always have a place for u..
i will be there..when u need me...
u r special case for me..
I Love You..
Saturday, February 20, 2010
20th of February 2010
last 2 days..i with u...
i miss u so much....
but..finally...u knew wat u really wan...
u care bout him...
u angry y he din find u...
when u heard his fren said he off...
through ur face..ur emotion.....
i can see everything......
i felt im stupid...i donno y..i can be so stupid coz of u....
my heart is pain...is really pain.....
this called LOVE??
LOVE...
really made ppl become stupid....
but...wat to do...
who ask u....love her so much.......
B..i will be ok...
i will return to my life...
i will fight for our future...
u r always in my heart...
we donno wat will happen in our future...
i still keep de hope...
hope we still can be 2gete...
mayb one day...u feel tired...u wan to come back...
mayb one day...u found ur true love and marry...
mayb one day...i really can put down u...
mayb one day...i can find my true love....
but for nw...i jz wan to stay wit u when u need me...
i jz wan to see u smile...
i jz wan u to be happy...
i jz wan u to be safe every day anytime every second....
im worry bout u...im worry bout ur safety...
im worry bout everything bout u......
B...pls take care...
i will always be there...when u need me....
i really do....T.T
I Love You.
i miss u so much....
but..finally...u knew wat u really wan...
u care bout him...
u angry y he din find u...
when u heard his fren said he off...
through ur face..ur emotion.....
i can see everything......
i felt im stupid...i donno y..i can be so stupid coz of u....
my heart is pain...is really pain.....
this called LOVE??
LOVE...
really made ppl become stupid....
but...wat to do...
who ask u....love her so much.......
B..i will be ok...
i will return to my life...
i will fight for our future...
u r always in my heart...
we donno wat will happen in our future...
i still keep de hope...
hope we still can be 2gete...
mayb one day...u feel tired...u wan to come back...
mayb one day...u found ur true love and marry...
mayb one day...i really can put down u...
mayb one day...i can find my true love....
but for nw...i jz wan to stay wit u when u need me...
i jz wan to see u smile...
i jz wan u to be happy...
i jz wan u to be safe every day anytime every second....
im worry bout u...im worry bout ur safety...
im worry bout everything bout u......
B...pls take care...
i will always be there...when u need me....
i really do....T.T
I Love You.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
16th of February 2010
jz called u..
y u will ask me go for tattoo wit u??
y u will ask me go for movie??
y u willing go to club wit me??
ur tone...sound like we r couple...
u still using our couple wallet..although he asked u to change..
wat u thinking now...can u tell me??
im starting to blur...im starting to confuse my feeling...
if u really love me...can u tell me soon??
if u wanna to come back..can u tell me soon???
coz...i scare...the chance will gone soon....
coz...im start to confusing....should i wait for u....
i don want to be fool again...
y u will ask me go for tattoo wit u??
y u will ask me go for movie??
y u willing go to club wit me??
ur tone...sound like we r couple...
u still using our couple wallet..although he asked u to change..
wat u thinking now...can u tell me??
im starting to blur...im starting to confuse my feeling...
if u really love me...can u tell me soon??
if u wanna to come back..can u tell me soon???
coz...i scare...the chance will gone soon....
coz...im start to confusing....should i wait for u....
i don want to be fool again...
::::February 2010::::
since 1st February 2010...i din write blog till now...
~HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~
these 2 weeks..something happened..
i hope u can recover soon...
don think so much...like ur fren said..
sometime...ended wit good memory..better den get hurt..
i know...there is no future btw us..
so...better ended early...
pls be strong...time still running...life still nit to go...
i will nvr forgot u..
~HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~
these 2 weeks..something happened..
i hope u can recover soon...
don think so much...like ur fren said..
sometime...ended wit good memory..better den get hurt..
i know...there is no future btw us..
so...better ended early...
pls be strong...time still running...life still nit to go...
i will nvr forgot u..
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
31st of January 2010
like previous...sunday go visit my bro..
haha~~
he was dark aredi1!!
time pass very super fast..
my bro in camp..aredi one month..
wao....he start to have activity..
starts to not so boring..
somemore at there gt "target"
haha`~stupid..
hope my bro aredi nth coz broke up wit his ex..
and have a new life for now and future^^
although we not always chat..
but...FAMILY...is the one who cant putus forever...
we have same parents..we have same blood...
i love him so much~~^^
haha~~
he was dark aredi1!!
time pass very super fast..
my bro in camp..aredi one month..
wao....he start to have activity..
starts to not so boring..
somemore at there gt "target"
haha`~stupid..
hope my bro aredi nth coz broke up wit his ex..
and have a new life for now and future^^
although we not always chat..
but...FAMILY...is the one who cant putus forever...
we have same parents..we have same blood...
i love him so much~~^^
Monday, February 1, 2010
30th of January 2010
2day had a great cell group outing..haha
im de game master...
den my punishment is eating the black pepper..haha...
most of my cell group members kena..
all very spicy..haha
funny...luckily..i no lose..haha...
and..de second game..
aso my group win..so fun...
2day first time eat de pandan tau fu fa..
wao...it is nice!!!
i ate 2 bowls..haha~~
anyway..
im happy...coz i meet them..
thx GOD..^^
im de game master...
den my punishment is eating the black pepper..haha...
most of my cell group members kena..
all very spicy..haha
funny...luckily..i no lose..haha...
and..de second game..
aso my group win..so fun...
2day first time eat de pandan tau fu fa..
wao...it is nice!!!
i ate 2 bowls..haha~~
anyway..
im happy...coz i meet them..
thx GOD..^^
Saturday, January 30, 2010
29th of January 2010
2day went for Pulau Ketam with my photography cls..
took 200++ picture...around 1pm my battery totally die..
still gt a lot picture haven took..no choice..
at pulau ketam..most of the ppl are aunt uncle and children..
less teenager and adult..
i talked wit one of the uncle who open store at there..
he said..all the adult go out from pulau ketam for work..for life..
they jz come back for CNY or other public holiday..
i can felt tat...they are missing their children..
but they aso understand that they have to work..
i felt interesting bout the house at pulau ketam...
their lifestyle are different wit us..
they live there peacefully..open their gate big big..
but we always lock our door..
and the environment are more natural den us..
boat and bicycle are their transport..
i din saw then using motor aso..and there are no place to use car aso..
i think my mom will like the life there..
if we wan a simple life..not expect wan to earn a lot a lot of $$..
i think i aso will like to live there...
when back from pulau ketam..sat on de boat...big wind blow..a bit raining...
weather was cold...
let me think bout u again...T.T...
where r u...
im missing u...
y suddenly..will become like this...
our promise??u forgot aredi??
T.T.....
took 200++ picture...around 1pm my battery totally die..
still gt a lot picture haven took..no choice..
at pulau ketam..most of the ppl are aunt uncle and children..
less teenager and adult..
i talked wit one of the uncle who open store at there..
he said..all the adult go out from pulau ketam for work..for life..
they jz come back for CNY or other public holiday..
i can felt tat...they are missing their children..
but they aso understand that they have to work..
i felt interesting bout the house at pulau ketam...
their lifestyle are different wit us..
they live there peacefully..open their gate big big..
but we always lock our door..
and the environment are more natural den us..
boat and bicycle are their transport..
i din saw then using motor aso..and there are no place to use car aso..
i think my mom will like the life there..
if we wan a simple life..not expect wan to earn a lot a lot of $$..
i think i aso will like to live there...
when back from pulau ketam..sat on de boat...big wind blow..a bit raining...
weather was cold...
let me think bout u again...T.T...
where r u...
im missing u...
y suddenly..will become like this...
our promise??u forgot aredi??
T.T.....
28th of January 2010
my mood is still not good 2day..
wake up early in the morning..go for work..
weather is cold in the morning..
wearing jacket..waiting bus in the morning..
thinking someone else..
bus came..go to work...no customer...
nth to do..call u chat a while..
be4 u go tuition..u told me..
u love him...
i knew de answer...jz wan to hear it from u..
in the evening..after had a singing lesson...back from puchong..
normally...from summit bus stop to casa..
de longest time aso 15-20 minutes..
but 2day...i used 30 -40 minutes to walk....
i don wanna back home..
coz i know..i will think much again...T.T...
ilex....u get wat u wan...
is time to put down...
she's not belong to u anymore...
care for wat..miss for wat...
she gt someone beside her aredi....
i please u.....let go ba..........
wake up early in the morning..go for work..
weather is cold in the morning..
wearing jacket..waiting bus in the morning..
thinking someone else..
bus came..go to work...no customer...
nth to do..call u chat a while..
be4 u go tuition..u told me..
u love him...
i knew de answer...jz wan to hear it from u..
in the evening..after had a singing lesson...back from puchong..
normally...from summit bus stop to casa..
de longest time aso 15-20 minutes..
but 2day...i used 30 -40 minutes to walk....
i don wanna back home..
coz i know..i will think much again...T.T...
ilex....u get wat u wan...
is time to put down...
she's not belong to u anymore...
care for wat..miss for wat...
she gt someone beside her aredi....
i please u.....let go ba..........
Thursday, January 28, 2010
27th of January 2010
i had my presentation in the morning..
my group get full marks!!!actually...is a happy thing..
but y...my heart are not smiling..
around 1pm..go back hostel...bath..den straight away sleep..
long time din sleep so many hours aredi...
when i wake up..aredi 7pm+..
and the sky..made me become more down..
is dark outside...
i miss her...T.T....
but..she is missing someone else...
haizzz....
i really hope my works can nvr stop...
let me busy busy and then busy again...
den i no have time to think so much....
very hard to wait till 11:15pm...go out for movie wit cell group members..
WOOHOO...is funny...but...when i saw de love relationship in the story..
automatic think bout her...damn.....
i...i cant control myself not to think bout her..
i cant do it.....y...y i nit to have this suffering...
i jz wan to love a person that i really willing to do anything for her..
but y..WRONG TIMING???SHE's NOT tHe rIgHt PerSon????
i donno....im tired....
my group get full marks!!!actually...is a happy thing..
but y...my heart are not smiling..
around 1pm..go back hostel...bath..den straight away sleep..
long time din sleep so many hours aredi...
when i wake up..aredi 7pm+..
and the sky..made me become more down..
i miss her...T.T....
but..she is missing someone else...
haizzz....
i really hope my works can nvr stop...
let me busy busy and then busy again...
den i no have time to think so much....
very hard to wait till 11:15pm...go out for movie wit cell group members..
WOOHOO...is funny...but...when i saw de love relationship in the story..
automatic think bout her...damn.....
i...i cant control myself not to think bout her..
i cant do it.....y...y i nit to have this suffering...
i jz wan to love a person that i really willing to do anything for her..
but y..WRONG TIMING???SHE's NOT tHe rIgHt PerSon????
i donno....im tired....
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
26th of January 2010
26/1/2010 my mom let me buy a DSLR camera!!haha~~
quite happy geh..
but..nit to do survey...donno how to start my survey..T.T
one of my fren wants to sell his D40..
2day took his D40 to let my lecture have a look..
my lecture said the price are too expensive...
make me donno how to make a decision..
haizz..
and coming friday..our cls gt go pulau ketam for photoshoot..
i still no hv a camera~~
ah!!!!!
camera!!!!!i want a camera....sob sob...
quite happy geh..
but..nit to do survey...donno how to start my survey..T.T
one of my fren wants to sell his D40..
2day took his D40 to let my lecture have a look..
my lecture said the price are too expensive...
make me donno how to make a decision..
haizz..
and coming friday..our cls gt go pulau ketam for photoshoot..
i still no hv a camera~~
ah!!!!!
camera!!!!!i want a camera....sob sob...
25th of January 2010
monday..gt morning cls..raining day...
felt so sleepy coz raining..is a good time to hide in my blanket..
but..still nit to go college..
in blur blur moment..
i saw a red and orange hair gal..
i thought she is vickie..den still bluring...
but when get closer..
is CHELSIE!!!!
wao~~~she look....different!!haha~~
finally..she has mature look..
hehe~~
in picture not really see her colour..haha
and 2day..i aso cut my hair..
is the first time my fren cut for me..
hehe..quite like this hairstyle..
good^^
i gt my hair styler aredi..haha..
fren from segi subang..who wan to cut hair..
can find my fren oh..she will charges cheaper geh..
haha..
felt so sleepy coz raining..is a good time to hide in my blanket..
but..still nit to go college..
in blur blur moment..
i saw a red and orange hair gal..
i thought she is vickie..den still bluring...
but when get closer..
is CHELSIE!!!!
wao~~~she look....different!!haha~~
finally..she has mature look..
hehe~~
and 2day..i aso cut my hair..
is the first time my fren cut for me..
hehe..quite like this hairstyle..
good^^
i gt my hair styler aredi..haha..
fren from segi subang..who wan to cut hair..
can find my fren oh..she will charges cheaper geh..
haha..
24th of January 2010
24 of January 2010~is a greatful day!!
our Starbucks' partners married!!!^^
Congratulation to Amirul and Rulah^^
they been couple around 5 years..
finally..they get married^^
next month..february..they will go Dubai for work..
sob sob..cant see them aredi..
but..hope they had their happy life at Dubai..^^
must be happy oh~~
GOD bless you 2^^
our Starbucks' partners married!!!^^
Congratulation to Amirul and Rulah^^
they been couple around 5 years..
finally..they get married^^
next month..february..they will go Dubai for work..
sob sob..cant see them aredi..
but..hope they had their happy life at Dubai..^^
must be happy oh~~
GOD bless you 2^^
Sunday, January 24, 2010
23th of January 2010
time past very fast.. still can felt tat hurt at one month ago..
all things felt like jz happened...
and my feeling..is fine now..
broke up wit u..heard u cheat to me..
felt tat u happy with him..
knew tat our love is ended.
our memory..is still in my heart..and keep playing in my mind..
but..i knew..is time to put down...
is hard to put down u..coz i love u deeply..
but...sha..pls go away from my life...
our love..is a fate..
i wont forgot.. how we love each other much...
i wont forgot.. how we happy in this 2 years..
i wont forgot.. YOU..
is hurt now..but..goodbye SHA..
i hope..u can have a happy life in ur future..
don make a wrong decision to spoil ur life..
take care urself..
and me..
should find a new life too...
..GOOD LUCK ILEX..
all things felt like jz happened...
and my feeling..is fine now..
broke up wit u..heard u cheat to me..
felt tat u happy with him..
knew tat our love is ended.
our memory..is still in my heart..and keep playing in my mind..
but..i knew..is time to put down...
is hard to put down u..coz i love u deeply..
but...sha..pls go away from my life...
our love..is a fate..
i wont forgot.. how we love each other much...
i wont forgot.. how we happy in this 2 years..
i wont forgot.. YOU..
is hurt now..but..goodbye SHA..
i hope..u can have a happy life in ur future..
don make a wrong decision to spoil ur life..
take care urself..
and me..
should find a new life too...
..GOOD LUCK ILEX..
Saturday, January 23, 2010
22th of January 2010
2day is a sad day again..
actually im quite fine...but because of the things happened around me..
made me donno is moody or fine here..
morning photography cls..long time no so concentrate in a cls aredi..
i think i really interest in photography..
a bit regret din take this major..
next friday our cls gt go pulau ketam too..
hmm..now a bit worrying because i no hv camera..hmm...
and i go worked..
coz my Store Manager nit to transfer to SS15..
all of us also no mood to work these few days..
haizz..he treat me as his sis..teach me many things about starbucks..
be4 he goes..he bought a tumbler for each of the partners...
walao yeh...damn sad la...every tumbler wrote each partner's name..sob sobT,T....
second things..
heard something bout my frenz..
haizz...same situation wit me too..
y ya??is it when a person unlucky...
all things around aso bad??
i felt sad for my fren...felt angry too..
but...
WHAT TO DO??? (recently always heard my frenz said this..learn a new sentence^^)
no matter how hurt we get...
no matter how worst the things will be...
we also need to stand up by ourselve...
no one can help us except by myself...
this true...
i hope..every bad things can stop soon..
and start a new life soon too~!~
ps: happy coz my macroeconomic pass aredi..^^
a bit sad coz my accounting 2 get C only..thought can get B..but anyway..still pass^^
still gt 2 subjects...haizz...worrying..
actually im quite fine...but because of the things happened around me..
made me donno is moody or fine here..
morning photography cls..long time no so concentrate in a cls aredi..
i think i really interest in photography..
a bit regret din take this major..
next friday our cls gt go pulau ketam too..
hmm..now a bit worrying because i no hv camera..hmm...
and i go worked..
coz my Store Manager nit to transfer to SS15..
all of us also no mood to work these few days..
haizz..he treat me as his sis..teach me many things about starbucks..
be4 he goes..he bought a tumbler for each of the partners...
second things..
heard something bout my frenz..
haizz...same situation wit me too..
y ya??is it when a person unlucky...
all things around aso bad??
i felt sad for my fren...felt angry too..
but...
WHAT TO DO??? (recently always heard my frenz said this..learn a new sentence^^)
no matter how hurt we get...
no matter how worst the things will be...
we also need to stand up by ourselve...
no one can help us except by myself...
this true...
i hope..every bad things can stop soon..
and start a new life soon too~!~
ps: happy coz my macroeconomic pass aredi..^^
a bit sad coz my accounting 2 get C only..thought can get B..but anyway..still pass^^
still gt 2 subjects...haizz...worrying..
Friday, January 22, 2010
21th of January 2010
ytd..im in uncontrol situation..so the blog was damn emo..
ytd after i wrote the blog..i fall sleep wit tears..
den wake up go work.when work..i keep clean up the store..
coz i don wan to think...
my supervisor saw me like this..den talk to me..
she talked lot of her experience..and gv me some opinion..
thx WAN..after talk wit u..i felt better..
after came back from work..
on msn...RUTH came and chat wit me..
i really wan to thx RUTH...because of her..
remind me still gt a person who will nvr leave me until forever...
tat person is my GOD....T.T...
she let me heard a song - "I Just Want You"
my tear was coming out...the tears..is cry for GOD...
when im upset..i forgot bout GOD...
i felt sorry...GOD..pls forgive me...
u r my everything...
::I Just Want You - Planetshakers::
More than a nice melody
more than the sweetest of words
this is the love i have found
and with this love i am found
I just want you, Jesus
I just want you, My Lord
I just want you, Jesus
I just want you
Never could I comprehend
The love You so freely give
Never could I be worthy
But Your love covers all of my sin
There is no greater love than Yours
Nothing else could ever compare
And even i search all the world
I will never find a love like Yours
GOD will nvr leave us..no matter how worst we faced..
Because of GOD...i get peaceful (i can sleep well)
Because of GOD...i get happiness (i had fun with my college fren 2day^^)
Because of GOD...the weak say I am strong (my heart...is recovering soon...)
thx GOD coming to my life...
THx GOD....
ytd after i wrote the blog..i fall sleep wit tears..
den wake up go work.when work..i keep clean up the store..
coz i don wan to think...
my supervisor saw me like this..den talk to me..
she talked lot of her experience..and gv me some opinion..
thx WAN..after talk wit u..i felt better..
after came back from work..
on msn...RUTH came and chat wit me..
i really wan to thx RUTH...because of her..
remind me still gt a person who will nvr leave me until forever...
tat person is my GOD....T.T...
she let me heard a song - "I Just Want You"
my tear was coming out...the tears..is cry for GOD...
when im upset..i forgot bout GOD...
i felt sorry...GOD..pls forgive me...
u r my everything...
::I Just Want You - Planetshakers::
More than a nice melody
more than the sweetest of words
this is the love i have found
and with this love i am found
I just want you, Jesus
I just want you, My Lord
I just want you, Jesus
I just want you
Never could I comprehend
The love You so freely give
Never could I be worthy
But Your love covers all of my sin
There is no greater love than Yours
Nothing else could ever compare
And even i search all the world
I will never find a love like Yours
GOD will nvr leave us..no matter how worst we faced..
Because of GOD...i get peaceful (i can sleep well)
Because of GOD...i get happiness (i had fun with my college fren 2day^^)
Because of GOD...the weak say I am strong (my heart...is recovering soon...)
thx GOD coming to my life...
THx GOD....
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
20th of January 2010
20th of January 2010...is a unforgotable date....
20th december..is a date for our anniversary...
and 2day..is 2 years and 1 month anniversary..
i thought..i can live peacefully in this day...
but...but y...
y im crying now....
y i wan to call u ask for digi campus thing...
if i no call u...i will not know..i will not know..
u and him happy in ur room...
ya...the thing i don hope to see...happened....
he goes to ur house...he goes in ur room.....
my heart is broke...im angry...im sad....im hurt so deep.....
the memory come and suffering me again....
every part..every minute...every second when i wit u in ur room...
all come throught my mind...
wat u said to me..wat u done for me.....
all come throught my mind to suffering me now.....
im crying.............
but u wont know......coz u wont care bout my feeling anymore.......
im very suffer now........i wan to die.......
i wan to die.......
u said will love me forever....
u said will not leave me forever....
u said hope can see me everyday....
u said hope can hug me everyday....
all thing u said to me.......now are suffering me......u know!!!!!!!!!???????
r u still remember our promise??
r u still remember our memory??
r u still keep the present i gave u on ur birthday??
r u still will miss me...when u remember our memory??
T,T.......
i wont forget....i wont forget the feeling im facing now....
i wont forget...its hurt...its really hurt............
thx for giving hurt for me....
thx for everything u gave me.....
thx for suffering me now.......
LOVE YOU??HATE YOU???
i dono how to answer anymore.....
im a zombie now.
20th december..is a date for our anniversary...
and 2day..is 2 years and 1 month anniversary..
i thought..i can live peacefully in this day...
but...but y...
y im crying now....
y i wan to call u ask for digi campus thing...
if i no call u...i will not know..i will not know..
u and him happy in ur room...
ya...the thing i don hope to see...happened....
he goes to ur house...he goes in ur room.....
my heart is broke...im angry...im sad....im hurt so deep.....
the memory come and suffering me again....
every part..every minute...every second when i wit u in ur room...
all come throught my mind...
wat u said to me..wat u done for me.....
all come throught my mind to suffering me now.....
im crying.............
but u wont know......coz u wont care bout my feeling anymore.......
im very suffer now........i wan to die.......
i wan to die.......
u said will love me forever....
u said will not leave me forever....
u said hope can see me everyday....
u said hope can hug me everyday....
all thing u said to me.......now are suffering me......u know!!!!!!!!!???????
r u still remember our promise??
r u still remember our memory??
r u still keep the present i gave u on ur birthday??
r u still will miss me...when u remember our memory??
T,T.......
i wont forget....i wont forget the feeling im facing now....
i wont forget...its hurt...its really hurt............
thx for giving hurt for me....
thx for everything u gave me.....
thx for suffering me now.......
LOVE YOU??HATE YOU???
i dono how to answer anymore.....
im a zombie now.
19th of January 2010
2day called u..wanna ask how r u...
i thought..u will miss me...
im too childish...
ur voice..still same..
time pass every second every minute every hour everyday...
and u...aso leave me far away every second every minute every hour everyday..
haizz...im so down...
im so useless...
coz of u..im dead...
coz of u..im in darkness life...
coz of u..my smile gone...
coz of u..my mind blur...
all because of u...
I MISS YOU MUCH......
i thought..u will miss me...
im too childish...
ur voice..still same..
time pass every second every minute every hour everyday...
and u...aso leave me far away every second every minute every hour everyday..
haizz...im so down...
im so useless...
coz of u..im dead...
coz of u..im in darkness life...
coz of u..my smile gone...
coz of u..my mind blur...
all because of u...
I MISS YOU MUCH......
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
18th of January 2010
last friday..u told me 2day u will go out with him...
im upset..im bad mood..im sad..
but..i cant do anything..
i din find u for 2 days..
jz nw..suddenly felt i should call u..
u told me u're sick..so din go out with him..
tat moment..i quite happy..
i know im bad..but..i still happy at tat moment..
after tat..i more worry bout u r u ok there...
hope u will ok 2moro...
haizzz...wat am i doin???
i aso donno...
i really hope...i have a happy life...
happy life happy life happy life..........pls come to me....
im waiting for u......
im upset..im bad mood..im sad..
but..i cant do anything..
i din find u for 2 days..
jz nw..suddenly felt i should call u..
u told me u're sick..so din go out with him..
tat moment..i quite happy..
i know im bad..but..i still happy at tat moment..
after tat..i more worry bout u r u ok there...
hope u will ok 2moro...
haizzz...wat am i doin???
i aso donno...
i really hope...i have a happy life...
happy life happy life happy life..........pls come to me....
im waiting for u......
Monday, January 18, 2010
17th of January 2010
ytd after work..go play snooker with bonny and her gf and her fren.. quite happy..coz im the winner..haha..
paise ya jun..next time play wit u again..
and then we go sunway yam cha..
saw many drunk ppl...
some africa ppl almost fight...
we aso go back home ASAP..
5am something...my bro come fetch sis and me go back seremban..
we sleep till around 12pm..den go visit my PLKN bro...
hehe..he was boring in the camp...coz haven start any activity..
when we go back...we knew tat...he miss us so much..
he miss home so much..
although now he taller den me..he still is our little brother...
FAMILY....is the one who will stay beside you till the last...
im happy...i had a good mother...
im happy...i had a eldest brother and sister...
im happy...i had a cute sister...
im happy...i had a little brother...
I love my family so much....
they will nvr leave me....forever...
although my father passed away 10 years ago...
but i knew..he always in my heart too...
and i knew...he will nvr leave me too if he can....
dad....i miss u....
how r u in heaven??
i think u're happy there..right??^^
dad...pls bless me always...
take away my sadness...
take away my loneliness..
take away my anger...
i wan a happy life.....
paise ya jun..next time play wit u again..
and then we go sunway yam cha..
saw many drunk ppl...
some africa ppl almost fight...
we aso go back home ASAP..
5am something...my bro come fetch sis and me go back seremban..
we sleep till around 12pm..den go visit my PLKN bro...
hehe..he was boring in the camp...coz haven start any activity..
when we go back...we knew tat...he miss us so much..
he miss home so much..
although now he taller den me..he still is our little brother...
FAMILY....is the one who will stay beside you till the last...
im happy...i had a good mother...
im happy...i had a eldest brother and sister...
im happy...i had a cute sister...
im happy...i had a little brother...
I love my family so much....
they will nvr leave me....forever...
although my father passed away 10 years ago...
but i knew..he always in my heart too...
and i knew...he will nvr leave me too if he can....
dad....i miss u....
how r u in heaven??
i think u're happy there..right??^^
dad...pls bless me always...
take away my sadness...
take away my loneliness..
take away my anger...
i wan a happy life.....
Clapton Eric - Tears In Heaven
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.
Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day,
Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven.
Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please.
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
16th of January 2010
since ytd...im still very tired...
i dont felt wanna call u anymore..i dont felt wanna know wat u doin there anymore...
donno y...i felt myself starting to awake...
awake bout..u leave me.
awake bout..u no love me.
awake bout..u no miss me.
awake bout..ur heart is belong to him.
awake bout..u not nit me anymore....
our memory..was so sweet and unforgetable...
but...i know...i nit to wake up as fast as possible...
Mariah Carey - I stay in love
Oh baby
(哦，亲爱的)
Baby, I stay in love with you
(亲爱的，我深深的陷入了对你的爱情之中)
1. Dying inside cause I can't stand it
1. (我所有的一切都为你而疯狂，因为我实在抵挡不住这种感觉)
Make or break up
(无论是承受还是挣扎)
Can't take this madness
(我都无法抵抗这种疯狂的感觉)
We don't even really know why
(我甚至不知道是为什么)
All I know is baby
(亲爱的，我唯一清楚的是)
I try and try so hard
(我这么努力的)
To keep our love alive
(想维持我们的爱)
If you dont' know me at this point
(但如果现在你一点都不了解的话)
Then I highly doubt you ever will
(我便会开始怀疑你曾经一直给我的承诺)
I really need you to give me
(我真的很需要你给我)
That unconditional love I used to feel
(那种我曾经一直感受到的，那种毫无质疑的爱)
It's no mistaking
(也许生活也没什么改变)
We're just erasing
(只是我们的感情变淡了而已)
From our hearts and minds
(从里到外)
(C) And I know we said let go
(C) (我知道我们说了再见)
But I kept on hanging on
(可我仍然停留在这里不想离开)
Inside I know it's over
(在心里我知道这已经结束了)
You're really gone
(你真的已经走了)
It's killing me
(这让我痛苦像杀了我一样)
Cause there ain't nothing
(因为我不可能不在乎)
That I can do
(我能做的只是这样想)
Baby, I stay in love with you
(亲爱的我深深的陷入了对你的爱中，无法自拔)
And I keep on telling myself
(我不停的告诉自己)
That you'll come back around
(你会再次回来到我身旁)
And I try to front like "Oh well"
(每次我都会努力向前看，安慰自己一切都会好)
Each time you let me down
(但你每次都让我失望，痛苦)
See I can't get over you now
(你看，这么多次努力最终我还是忘不了你)
No matter what I do
(无论做什么都没办法)
But baby, baby
(但是亲爱的,亲爱的)
I stay in love with you
(我深深的陷入了对你的爱情之中)
Na na na na na na na na na X3
(呐呐呐呐呐呐呐呐呐) X3
Baby, I stay in love with you
(亲爱的，我深深的陷入了对你的爱情之中)
2. It cuts so deep
2. (这种感觉深深的刺痛我)
It hurts down to my soul
(他让我的灵魂伤心坠落)
My friends tell me
(我的朋友告诉我)
I ain't the same no more
(现在情况不一样了)
We still need each other
(但我想我们仍需要对方)
When we stumble and fall
(When we stumble and fall)
How we gon' act
(我们该怎么办？)
Like what we had
(还能像我们曾经那样互相扶持吗？)
Ain't nothin' at all now
(现在什么也没有了，没人能帮我们)
Hey, what I wanna do is
(Hey，现在我想做的就是)
Ride shotgun next to you
(像骑着火枪那样飞到你身边)
With the top down like we used to
(像以前那样快速投进你的怀抱)
Hit the block
(让整条街的人看到都震惊)
Proud in the SUV
(为我们的SUV车而骄傲)
We both know our heart is breaking
(我们都知道这次分离让我们的心都碎了)
Can we learn from our mistakes
(那么我们能不能从这个错误中学到什么呢？)
I can't last one moment alone
(我再也不能忍受一刻孤独)
Now go I know ->(C)
(我知道我现在就要离开这份痛苦) ->(C)
i dont felt wanna call u anymore..i dont felt wanna know wat u doin there anymore...
donno y...i felt myself starting to awake...
awake bout..u leave me.
awake bout..u no love me.
awake bout..u no miss me.
awake bout..ur heart is belong to him.
awake bout..u not nit me anymore....
our memory..was so sweet and unforgetable...
but...i know...i nit to wake up as fast as possible...
Mariah Carey - I stay in love
Oh baby
(哦，亲爱的)
Baby, I stay in love with you
(亲爱的，我深深的陷入了对你的爱情之中)
1. Dying inside cause I can't stand it
1. (我所有的一切都为你而疯狂，因为我实在抵挡不住这种感觉)
Make or break up
(无论是承受还是挣扎)
Can't take this madness
(我都无法抵抗这种疯狂的感觉)
We don't even really know why
(我甚至不知道是为什么)
All I know is baby
(亲爱的，我唯一清楚的是)
I try and try so hard
(我这么努力的)
To keep our love alive
(想维持我们的爱)
If you dont' know me at this point
(但如果现在你一点都不了解的话)
Then I highly doubt you ever will
(我便会开始怀疑你曾经一直给我的承诺)
I really need you to give me
(我真的很需要你给我)
That unconditional love I used to feel
(那种我曾经一直感受到的，那种毫无质疑的爱)
It's no mistaking
(也许生活也没什么改变)
We're just erasing
(只是我们的感情变淡了而已)
From our hearts and minds
(从里到外)
(C) And I know we said let go
(C) (我知道我们说了再见)
But I kept on hanging on
(可我仍然停留在这里不想离开)
Inside I know it's over
(在心里我知道这已经结束了)
You're really gone
(你真的已经走了)
It's killing me
(这让我痛苦像杀了我一样)
Cause there ain't nothing
(因为我不可能不在乎)
That I can do
(我能做的只是这样想)
Baby, I stay in love with you
(亲爱的我深深的陷入了对你的爱中，无法自拔)
And I keep on telling myself
(我不停的告诉自己)
That you'll come back around
(你会再次回来到我身旁)
And I try to front like "Oh well"
(每次我都会努力向前看，安慰自己一切都会好)
Each time you let me down
(但你每次都让我失望，痛苦)
See I can't get over you now
(你看，这么多次努力最终我还是忘不了你)
No matter what I do
(无论做什么都没办法)
But baby, baby
(但是亲爱的,亲爱的)
I stay in love with you
(我深深的陷入了对你的爱情之中)
Na na na na na na na na na X3
(呐呐呐呐呐呐呐呐呐) X3
Baby, I stay in love with you
(亲爱的，我深深的陷入了对你的爱情之中)
2. It cuts so deep
2. (这种感觉深深的刺痛我)
It hurts down to my soul
(他让我的灵魂伤心坠落)
My friends tell me
(我的朋友告诉我)
I ain't the same no more
(现在情况不一样了)
We still need each other
(但我想我们仍需要对方)
When we stumble and fall
(When we stumble and fall)
How we gon' act
(我们该怎么办？)
Like what we had
(还能像我们曾经那样互相扶持吗？)
Ain't nothin' at all now
(现在什么也没有了，没人能帮我们)
Hey, what I wanna do is
(Hey，现在我想做的就是)
Ride shotgun next to you
(像骑着火枪那样飞到你身边)
With the top down like we used to
(像以前那样快速投进你的怀抱)
Hit the block
(让整条街的人看到都震惊)
Proud in the SUV
(为我们的SUV车而骄傲)
We both know our heart is breaking
(我们都知道这次分离让我们的心都碎了)
Can we learn from our mistakes
(那么我们能不能从这个错误中学到什么呢？)
I can't last one moment alone
(我再也不能忍受一刻孤独)
Now go I know ->(C)
(我知道我现在就要离开这份痛苦) ->(C)
Saturday, January 16, 2010
15th of January 2010
2day...my heart very tired...
donno y..
i really very tired...
i think...i better don wan contact u anymore..
i thought...i can face u..
but...everytime i heard u wanna go out with him...
my heart is break...
jz nw...u told me..if feel suffer...jz "give up"....
since u said tat...my tears come out...
suddenly......i released myself......
sry...i thought i can handle my emotion..but...
i really miss u...
i donno y...i love u so much..y u wanna leave me...
i donno...the past 2 years...wat u felt...
i donno...r u forgot me...
human or ghost...i donno how to recognize anymore....
im tired...
i really tired...
B...i miss u so much...but...im tired now.....
i donno..whether give up or keep goin...
i jz know...im tired nw....i don wan to think anymore.............T.T............
donno y..
i really very tired...
i think...i better don wan contact u anymore..
i thought...i can face u..
but...everytime i heard u wanna go out with him...
my heart is break...
jz nw...u told me..if feel suffer...jz "give up"....
since u said tat...my tears come out...
suddenly......i released myself......
sry...i thought i can handle my emotion..but...
i really miss u...
i donno y...i love u so much..y u wanna leave me...
i donno...the past 2 years...wat u felt...
i donno...r u forgot me...
human or ghost...i donno how to recognize anymore....
im tired...
i really tired...
B...i miss u so much...but...im tired now.....
i donno..whether give up or keep goin...
i jz know...im tired nw....i don wan to think anymore.............T.T............
Friday, January 15, 2010
14th of January 2010
2day is 日记情人节。wish all couple are happy 2day...
for me..sleep till 11am..den wake up prepare my singing lesson homework..
after tat go take bus go puchong..
at nite..go cell group..thx guys...my birthday was past..but u all still celebrate wit me^^
i get a new english CD
i quite tired oh..
since last nite...donno wat happen to u..y u wan to smoke...
im worrying u....
finally..u told me..u stress..den u smoke..
ur parents..and him aso donno..
i donno is true anot...but...anyway...i hope u don smoke again...
anything...u can find me..still gt many way to release stress..
smoke is a bad thing...
u a bit sick 2day..and u told me..u miss me...
im happy...im the one who u r missing when u r sick..
tats mean..u still nit my care..
i donno..wat i waiting for...wat i expect for...
but im truely wan you to be happy...
but i aso hope...im the person who make u happy......
for me..sleep till 11am..den wake up prepare my singing lesson homework..
after tat go take bus go puchong..
at nite..go cell group..thx guys...my birthday was past..but u all still celebrate wit me^^
i get a new english CD
i quite tired oh..
since last nite...donno wat happen to u..y u wan to smoke...
im worrying u....
finally..u told me..u stress..den u smoke..
ur parents..and him aso donno..
i donno is true anot...but...anyway...i hope u don smoke again...
anything...u can find me..still gt many way to release stress..
smoke is a bad thing...
u a bit sick 2day..and u told me..u miss me...
im happy...im the one who u r missing when u r sick..
tats mean..u still nit my care..
i donno..wat i waiting for...wat i expect for...
but im truely wan you to be happy...
but i aso hope...im the person who make u happy......
Thursday, January 14, 2010
13th of January 2010
2day...actually my mood is quite good...
but...when jz nw saw ur status comment...
know u getting smoke...
my mood is down nw..
wat happen to u..y??can u tell me Y???
y u wan to smoke???
is he teach u??i still bliss u and him..but y...
if he really make u happy..y u still choose to smoke...
r u really happy now???
r u wan this kind of life???
my mood is still dropping down...
i felt sad...i felt heart break...
i very hurt to see u become like this...
y..
sha...y........hope u can tell me truely 2moro...
but...when jz nw saw ur status comment...
know u getting smoke...
my mood is down nw..
wat happen to u..y??can u tell me Y???
y u wan to smoke???
is he teach u??i still bliss u and him..but y...
if he really make u happy..y u still choose to smoke...
r u really happy now???
r u wan this kind of life???
my mood is still dropping down...
i felt sad...i felt heart break...
i very hurt to see u become like this...
y..
sha...y........hope u can tell me truely 2moro...
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
12th of January 2010
sha...r u really happy now??
if u really happy..y don't i feel u got the happiness as we had be4?
ytd u unhappy..coz ur parents don let u go out wit ur new fren..
but ur mom let u go out wit tat guy..
r u willing jz go out wit him??
r u really love him so much??
sha..i want you to be happy...
don because of any reason....
do wat ever tat can make u happy..know??
...Love You So Much...
2day a bit moody..stop writing here...
if u really happy..y don't i feel u got the happiness as we had be4?
ytd u unhappy..coz ur parents don let u go out wit ur new fren..
but ur mom let u go out wit tat guy..
r u willing jz go out wit him??
r u really love him so much??
sha..i want you to be happy...
don because of any reason....
do wat ever tat can make u happy..know??
...Love You So Much...
2day a bit moody..stop writing here...
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
11th of January 2010
2day is de first day cls of my new semester..
walao..ytd too late jz sleep..2day wake up late again..
fast brush teeth den cycle go college..
cls on 8:30am - 11:30am..12pm-3pm..
but coz is first cls..dismissed earlier nuh..
same thing always happened in every new semester start~
ADD/DROP subjects...
all my fren busy thinking wat should they take in this semester..
i decided to let my frenz finish decide jz decide mine..
but i properly no change nah..
2day..my mood quite ok....when wan to moody...faster don wan think so much...
coz always wit fren..so i try to din call u too..
i scare..i will disturbing u..hope will not..
jz nw gt gv u a call..but u sound unhappy..
u don wan talk to me.
i hope..2moro when i call u..u will be ok..and tell me wat happen ..
i still care bout u..
pls treat me wit ur heart.
walao..ytd too late jz sleep..2day wake up late again..
fast brush teeth den cycle go college..
cls on 8:30am - 11:30am..12pm-3pm..
but coz is first cls..dismissed earlier nuh..
same thing always happened in every new semester start~
ADD/DROP subjects...
all my fren busy thinking wat should they take in this semester..
i decided to let my frenz finish decide jz decide mine..
but i properly no change nah..
2day..my mood quite ok....when wan to moody...faster don wan think so much...
coz always wit fren..so i try to din call u too..
i scare..i will disturbing u..hope will not..
jz nw gt gv u a call..but u sound unhappy..
u don wan talk to me.
i hope..2moro when i call u..u will be ok..and tell me wat happen ..
i still care bout u..
pls treat me wit ur heart.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
10th of January 2010
jz finish chat phone wit u..
i know...our relationship is ended..
at least..u told me both of u till lvl 3..
lvl 4 and 5...i wont be asking anymore..
coz...i know i will get hurt to hear tat...
start from nw..
u will always in my heart..
i also will go through my life..
thx for coming to my life in the past 2 years.
i know..u r leave me forever..
although i still miss u..but...wish u happy..
i love you..B.
i really love u and miss u.
T,T....
i know...our relationship is ended..
at least..u told me both of u till lvl 3..
lvl 4 and 5...i wont be asking anymore..
coz...i know i will get hurt to hear tat...
start from nw..
u will always in my heart..
i also will go through my life..
thx for coming to my life in the past 2 years.
i know..u r leave me forever..
although i still miss u..but...wish u happy..
i love you..B.
i really love u and miss u.
T,T....
9th of January 2010
be4 my birthday...i nvr find u for quite long time...
but since u call me wish me happy birthday....i gt ur number again...
jz 5 days.....from my birthday till now...jz 5 days...y i felt so sad and hurt now....
how should i do now...
after i knew wat u do wit him...jz like wat we done be4....
den i will be hurt so deep.....
sha..y u can change heart??
y u wan to BETRAY me??
if we broke up cause of not match each other...
im fine...
but y u wan betray me and den leave me.....
second time...this is second time..
i know...i don wan the gal like u....
i know...still gt a better gal than u...
but..y u still stay in my heart...
i thought..i aredi put down...
but...im not...
i think...i shouldn't find u anymore...
although if u broke up wit tat guy..
u aso nvr come back to my side anymore...
y i still waiting for..
y i still stop here...
2day is ur one month anniversary..
i think..u had fun with him...
i hope...he will really treat u good.
i hope...u r happy with him.
i hope...he does not hurt u.
i hope...u go away from my life.
but since u call me wish me happy birthday....i gt ur number again...
jz 5 days.....from my birthday till now...jz 5 days...y i felt so sad and hurt now....
how should i do now...
after i knew wat u do wit him...jz like wat we done be4....
den i will be hurt so deep.....
sha..y u can change heart??
y u wan to BETRAY me??
if we broke up cause of not match each other...
im fine...
but y u wan betray me and den leave me.....
second time...this is second time..
i know...i don wan the gal like u....
i know...still gt a better gal than u...
but..y u still stay in my heart...
i thought..i aredi put down...
but...im not...
i think...i shouldn't find u anymore...
although if u broke up wit tat guy..
u aso nvr come back to my side anymore...
y i still waiting for..
y i still stop here...
2day is ur one month anniversary..
i think..u had fun with him...
i hope...he will really treat u good.
i hope...u r happy with him.
i hope...he does not hurt u.
i hope...u go away from my life.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
8th of January 2010
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
2DAY IS A BORING DAY!!!!!!!!
no place to go..
nth to do...
alone at hostel....
wasai........damn moody la~~~~~~~~~~~
when i gt time...den i will think of u.....
haizzzz.......stop it can anot....i damn suffer......
T.T......
my next target...pls come soon.....
gt next target...den i know i can forgot u......
T.T....sad la....y like this...y will become like this..haizzz....
stupid.....
damn....walao yeh....i cant control myself.....
guys..pls forgive me...
haizz....
whatever ii do..
no matter where am i...
i aso can think bout u....
haizz....damn.....
who can take away my memory?????
pls come take away my memory!!!!!
i don wan to be suffer!!!!i don wan ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sob sob....
miss my frens...miss their kisiao action...miss their happiness laughing...
i hope i can 24 hours 2gete wit my frens....
den i can not nit to think bout her....haizzzz......
2DAY IS A BORING DAY!!!!!!!!
no place to go..
nth to do...
alone at hostel....
wasai........damn moody la~~~~~~~~~~~
when i gt time...den i will think of u.....
haizzzz.......stop it can anot....i damn suffer......
T.T......
my next target...pls come soon.....
gt next target...den i know i can forgot u......
T.T....sad la....y like this...y will become like this..haizzz....
stupid.....
damn....walao yeh....i cant control myself.....
guys..pls forgive me...
haizz....
whatever ii do..
no matter where am i...
i aso can think bout u....
haizz....damn.....
who can take away my memory?????
pls come take away my memory!!!!!
i don wan to be suffer!!!!i don wan ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sob sob....
miss my frens...miss their kisiao action...miss their happiness laughing...
i hope i can 24 hours 2gete wit my frens....
den i can not nit to think bout her....haizzzz......
Friday, January 8, 2010
7th of January 2010
we broke up 1 month.
the feeling is not good..
but i know i nit to be strong.
"u can keep her as ur memory..
but u cant stop ur life because of her.."
TIME is running..
still gt many things i haven do~
in the new year 2010...
in the first year of level 2(20 yrs old)
lets have a chance for my life~~
lets have fun..
lets have happy..
let go sadness..
~make my life be more colourful and wonderful~
i hope..i can do it.
GOD...
pls help me..
pls bless me..
pls be around me.
I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE.
the feeling is not good..
but i know i nit to be strong.
"u can keep her as ur memory..
but u cant stop ur life because of her.."
TIME is running..
still gt many things i haven do~
in the new year 2010...
in the first year of level 2(20 yrs old)
lets have a chance for my life~~
lets have fun..
lets have happy..
let go sadness..
~make my life be more colourful and wonderful~
i hope..i can do it.
GOD...
pls help me..
pls bless me..
pls be around me.
I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE.
6th of January 2010
my birthday present^^2day come back from GENTING..
its a great trip wit my frens^^
at nite..go out wit her..
we go steamboat..
after tat i go her house overnite..
i know..we are trying to put down each other..
we loved each other so much..
and now..our relationship is ended.
donno y..im writing blog...wit tears..
i really miss her much..really miss our past..
but i know..all these are memory...
she gave me a wonderful love relationship tat i nvr get..
she aso gave me a deepful hurt tat i nvr get too..
SHA..thx for coming to my life...
i will nvr forgot u..
i will not...
i hope..i will be a part in ur deep heart...
coz..u r in my heart forever...
i will nvr forgot...
de happiness we had..
de sadness we had...
de tears we had...
no matter where am i...i will always rmb u...
::Christmas in my heart::
Every time we say goodbye
每一次我们说再会
There is something breaking deep inside
都有种深深的遗憾
I try to hide my feelings to keep myself controlled
我刻意掩饰感情，控制自己
but somehow I can't deny what's deep inside my soul
但我无法否认灵魂深处的一切
after always on the run
我总在外奔波忙碌
so many different places having fun
陌生地方流连忘返
but like river always knows just where to flow
但就象河流总有它自己的方向
now that disevery comes a feel like coming home
如今十二月来临,我想回家了
it's Christmas in my heart when I'm with you
我心中的圣诞节 就是和你在一起
no matter where we are or what we do
无论我们在何方,无论我们做何事
tomorrow maybe great
明天也许很渺茫
we may be torn apart
我们也许会分离
but if you stay tonight
如果你今晚留下来
It's Christmas in my heart
就是我心中的圣诞
I don't know how just stay alive
我真不知道该如何生活
Without your touch without you by my side
如果没有你的抚摸和陪伴
just like the deserts always waiting for the rain
就象沙漠永远渴望着雨水
oh,babe,i wish the holy night will come again
啊,宝贝,我希望这神圣的夜晚再次来临
it's Christmas in my heart when I'm with you
我心中的圣诞节 就是和你在一起
no matter where we are or what we do
无论我们在何方,无论我们做何事
tomorrow maybe great
明天也许很渺茫
we may be torn apart
我们也许会分离
but if you stay tonight
如果你今晚留下来
It's Christmas in my heart
就是我心中的圣诞
everywhere I could and everywhere I know
我去过的每个地方,认识的每个人
it makes a lots of wishes for a old Santa Claus
都向圣诞老人许下很多愿望
but what I really need tonight is for you to come and hold me tight
但我今晚最需要的 就是你的到来和紧紧的拥抱
what a Christmas without you here by my side
没有你的陪伴,就无所谓圣诞
I need you tonight
我今晚需要你
it's Christmas in my heart when I'm with you
我心中的圣诞节 就是和你在一起
no matter where we are or what we do
无论我们在何方,无论我们做何事
tomorrow maybe great
明天也许很渺茫
we may be torn apart
我们也许会分离
baby if you stay tonight for Christmas
啊,宝贝,我希望这神圣的夜晚再次来临
you'll fulfill at all my wishes
你将会满足我所有的愿望
if you stay tonight it's Christmas in my heart
如果你在今晚留下这是我心中的圣诞
it's Christmas in my heart
这是我心中的圣诞
this song...is our song...hope u will nvr forgot..
the LOVE we had be4...
I don't have any expectation..
i jz hope..
i can in ur heart forever...
and u had ur happy life that u wan.
I LOVE YOU.
GOODBYE, MY LOVE.
GentinG TrIp^^ - 5 January 2010
2010...finally..im "20" years old..
welcome to de level 2 life~~^^
my 20th birthday...is the best birthday i nvr get it.
im at Genting...when we playing de flying chair near the theme park door...
my friends were singing birthday song for me~~~~
walao~~~ so touch...i nvr think they will do tat for me~~~^^
welcome to de level 2 life~~^^
my 20th birthday...is the best birthday i nvr get it.
im at Genting...when we playing de flying chair near the theme park door...
my friends were singing birthday song for me~~~~
walao~~~ so touch...i nvr think they will do tat for me~~~^^
GUYS...i really felt happy and touch can know u all..
come to segi..is a fate for me to know u guys...
i love u all so much..
no matter what happened between us..
at last..we still FRIENDS!!
thx for coming fulling my life~~
::::FRIENDSHIPS NEVER END::::
4th January 2010
4th::
my bro go PLKN...and 2day..sis and me aso nit to go back subang..
we clean our house..keep our things...and last minute..
my sis took her jeans asked my mom to sew shorter a bit..
den i aso took my jeans out gv my mom sew too..haha
coz my mom sit on floor help us measure de jeans..den on floor gt many needles..
im so unlucky..my leg kena one of the needle...walao yeh~~~damn pain neh...T.T
but after tat nth aredi..haha...
we leave our house around 3:30pm-4:00pm
when we almost reach subang toll..
hungry!!!!haha~my mom..sis and me straight away go klang for BAH KUT TEH~~^^
after eating..den go back subang clean my dirty hostel in a short time..haha...jz simply simply clean..make it look clean...den my mom go back...i wit my sis go mydin buy some foods and drinks...after come back...bath...coz cant on9..so i wit my sis sleep early 2day..haha
the next day is my birthday nuh...go genting wit my beloved friends~~^^
Sunday, January 3, 2010
3th day of 2010~
finally...my bro inside his PLKN camp...
a bit miss him tim..
he always will lay on de sofa..
or playing his dota games beside me..
but now..we donno wat he doin now...
i think..2nite he cant fall sleep..
hope he can handle every problem by himself..
its the first time..my mom are not beside him for so long time..
let GOD bless him..lead him..
2moro..my mom will send sis and me go back subang..and then..
my new life in 2010 will begin..^^
2day i told my mom..one of my goal is..get a car for my 21st yrs old
i will try my best to achieve this goal.
and GOD,
pls take care of my family.
pls continue bless my family.
help us, lead us to solve all the problems tat we have to face.
lead us more toward YOU.
AMEN.
a bit miss him tim..
he always will lay on de sofa..
or playing his dota games beside me..
but now..we donno wat he doin now...
i think..2nite he cant fall sleep..
hope he can handle every problem by himself..
its the first time..my mom are not beside him for so long time..
let GOD bless him..lead him..
2moro..my mom will send sis and me go back subang..and then..
my new life in 2010 will begin..^^
2day i told my mom..one of my goal is..get a car for my 21st yrs old
i will try my best to achieve this goal.
and GOD,
pls take care of my family.
pls continue bless my family.
help us, lead us to solve all the problems tat we have to face.
lead us more toward YOU.
AMEN.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
2nd day of 2010
2day...donno y..den mood not so good...
i think coz too boring at home aredi..
watch tv...no have my favorite show..
on9..facebook games very boring aso..
hang out...donno wan to go where..
haizz..
my bro will go to PLKN 2moro..
hope he can be more mature after he go in..
hope he can learn more thing that he donno now..
my mom are worry bout this son..
aredi 18 years old...everything still like donno how to do..donno how to settle..
GOD..pls bless my bro...pls lead him..
my mom..sis and me will accompany my bro go to camp 2moro..
hope my bro can learn how to take care himself..
don make my mom worry bout him...
start from 2moro..our life will have a 180' change..
bro in camp 3 months..
sis and me study at subang..
left my mom..she aso can concentrate on her work..
4 of us..cannot like be4..always meet 2gete..
since my father pass away..thx for GOD..always bless us..always take care of us..
GOD helped us..when my mom faced de financial problem..
GOD helped us..when my sis had a accident few years ago but she's fine and healthy now..
GOD helped us..when i worry bout my result..when im down..is he gave me HOPE..
now..i believe..GOD aso will help my bro..let him grown up through this camp....
thx GOD.
i think coz too boring at home aredi..
watch tv...no have my favorite show..
on9..facebook games very boring aso..
hang out...donno wan to go where..
haizz..
my bro will go to PLKN 2moro..
hope he can be more mature after he go in..
hope he can learn more thing that he donno now..
my mom are worry bout this son..
aredi 18 years old...everything still like donno how to do..donno how to settle..
GOD..pls bless my bro...pls lead him..
my mom..sis and me will accompany my bro go to camp 2moro..
hope my bro can learn how to take care himself..
don make my mom worry bout him...
start from 2moro..our life will have a 180' change..
bro in camp 3 months..
sis and me study at subang..
left my mom..she aso can concentrate on her work..
4 of us..cannot like be4..always meet 2gete..
since my father pass away..thx for GOD..always bless us..always take care of us..
GOD helped us..when my mom faced de financial problem..
GOD helped us..when my sis had a accident few years ago but she's fine and healthy now..
GOD helped us..when i worry bout my result..when im down..is he gave me HOPE..
now..i believe..GOD aso will help my bro..let him grown up through this camp....
thx GOD.
Friday, January 1, 2010
FIRST DAY OF 2010^^
2day is de first day of 2010..
and now almost 12am..
so de second day of 2010 coming soon..
2day..nth special for me..
sleep..stay home..on facebook..watch tv..
in 2010~i hope i can have a big change in my life..
change look..change life style..be more mature..be more talent..bla bla bla
i have a single life now..
ur number..i aredi delete from my phone list...
i cant rmb wats ur number..
i hope...i have a new life after u...
u..r my memory..
thx for joining my life past 2 years..
nw..let me have a new life in 2010~~
^^
and now almost 12am..
so de second day of 2010 coming soon..
2day..nth special for me..
sleep..stay home..on facebook..watch tv..
in 2010~i hope i can have a big change in my life..
change look..change life style..be more mature..be more talent..bla bla bla
i have a single life now..
ur number..i aredi delete from my phone list...
i cant rmb wats ur number..
i hope...i have a new life after u...
u..r my memory..
thx for joining my life past 2 years..
nw..let me have a new life in 2010~~
^^
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