Wednesday, May 26, 2010

26th of May 2010

2moro is ur birthday...
wish u happy birthday...
wish u have a nice day...
u r study at segi college..
and i aso will start my new semester on next week..
i donno wat will happen btw us...
i donno...can i let go anot if i see u everyday...
i really donno.....
am i still love U??
i knew....all changed...
all not like last time....
we r past....
but y....i cant have my new life...
i don wan....u r my regret.....
i donno...should i wait for u...or should i move on....
i scare......i really scare......
i scare i make a wrong decision.....
should i stand and don move??is it a better way??

Friday, May 7, 2010

7th of May 2010

5 months...
both of us had headache..
and i almost faint..
but i have to go out buy shirt and shoes for my working..
finally..use RM80 to buy a black shoes and RM60 to buy a long sleeve shirt
haizz..
hope the shoes wont spoil so fast..

when im headache and almost faint in sunway...
i called u.....
but....u asked me y and use very pek ceh tone said u're eating
u nvr gv me chance to talk..
i felt sad..i felt angry...
y u wan treat me like tat...y...

when u need me..u treat me like human
when u not nit me...u treat me like dog!!!
what is this!!!!!
SHA....wats wrong with u.....
is it when u don love a person...u really wont care bout tat person feeling...
ya..its true...if i don like tat person..i aso wont care their live or dead..
i think...u same...
jz i don like this stupid feeling.....
haizz...

2day..my fren said like me..
felt confuse...
coz.......
coz......coz....
haizz...not dare to say...
if it become true..i jz say ba...
good nite...nit to sleep aredi...
not feeling well.....

Thursday, May 6, 2010

6th of May 2010

2moro is 7th of May...
is our broke up 5 months....
i don wan to count..but y....
every 7th come..i aso will remember...
im still hurt....im still hurt.......
2day u go out with him...
from morning..untill now u aso haven go back home...
if u really no love him...u will facing him one day???
y i still cant accept this....
y......
y i still like to gv fake hope to myself...
y i wan to made myself so hurt............
i hate this feeling.....
i hate....................................T.T.......