29th of January 2010

2day went for Pulau Ketam with my photography cls..
took 200++ picture...around 1pm my battery totally die..
still gt a lot picture haven took..no choice..
at pulau ketam..most of the ppl are aunt uncle and children..
less teenager and adult..
i talked wit one of the uncle who open store at there..
he said..all the adult go out from pulau ketam for work..for life..
they jz come back for CNY or other public holiday..
i can felt tat...they are missing their children..
but they aso understand that they have to work..
i felt interesting bout the house at pulau ketam...
their lifestyle are different wit us..
they live there peacefully..open their gate big big..
but we always lock our door..
and the environment are more natural den us..
boat and bicycle are their transport..
i din saw then using motor aso..and there are no place to use car aso..
i think my mom will like the life there..
if we wan a simple life..not expect wan to earn a lot  a lot of $$..
i think i aso will like to live there...

when back from pulau ketam..sat on de boat...big wind blow..a bit raining...
weather was cold...
let me think bout u again...T.T...
where r u...
im missing u...
y suddenly..will become like this...
our promise??u forgot aredi??
T.T.....

28th of January 2010

my mood is still not good 2day..
wake up early in the morning..go for work..
weather is cold in the morning..
wearing jacket..waiting bus in the morning..
thinking someone else..
bus came..go to work...no customer...
nth to do..call u chat a while..
be4 u go tuition..u told me..
u love him...
i knew de answer...jz wan to hear it from u..

in the evening..after had a singing lesson...back from puchong..
normally...from summit bus stop to casa..
de longest time aso 15-20 minutes..
but 2day...i used 30 -40 minutes to walk....
i don wanna back home..
coz i know..i will think much again...T.T...

ilex....u get wat u wan...
is time to put down...
she's not belong to u anymore...
care for wat..miss for wat...
she gt someone beside her aredi....
i please u.....let go ba..........

27th of January 2010

i had my presentation in the morning..
my group get full marks!!!actually...is a happy thing..
but y...my heart are not smiling..
around 1pm..go back hostel...bath..den straight away sleep..
long time din sleep so many hours aredi...
when i wake up..aredi 7pm+..
and the sky..made me become more down..

is dark outside...
i miss her...T.T....
but..she is missing someone else...
haizzz....
i really hope my works can nvr stop...
let me busy busy and then busy again...
den i no have time to think so much....
very hard to wait till 11:15pm...go out for movie wit cell group members..
WOOHOO...is funny...but...when i saw de love relationship in the story..
automatic think bout her...damn.....
i...i cant control myself not to think bout her..
i cant do it.....y...y i nit to have this suffering...
i jz wan to love a person that i really willing to do anything for her..
but y..WRONG TIMING???SHE's NOT tHe rIgHt PerSon????
i donno....im tired....

26th of January 2010

26/1/2010 my mom let me buy a DSLR camera!!haha~~
quite happy geh..
but..nit to do survey...donno how to start my survey..T.T
one of my fren wants to sell his D40..
2day took his D40 to let my lecture have a look..
my lecture said the price are too expensive...
make me donno how to make a decision..
haizz..
and coming friday..our cls gt go pulau ketam for photoshoot..
i still no hv a camera~~
ah!!!!!

camera!!!!!i want a camera....sob sob...

25th of January 2010

monday..gt morning cls..raining day...
felt so sleepy coz raining..is a good time to hide in my blanket..
but..still nit to go college..
in blur blur moment..
i saw a red and orange hair gal..
i thought she is vickie..den still bluring...
but when get closer..
is CHELSIE!!!!
wao~~~she look....different!!haha~~
finally..she has mature look..
hehe~~

in picture not really see her colour..haha

and 2day..i aso cut my hair..
is the first time my fren cut for me..
hehe..quite like this hairstyle..
good^^
i gt my hair styler aredi..haha..
fren from segi subang..who wan to cut hair..
can find my fren oh..she will charges cheaper geh..
haha..

24th of January 2010

24 of January 2010~is a greatful day!!
our Starbucks' partners married!!!^^
Congratulation to Amirul and Rulah^^
they been couple around 5 years..
finally..they get married^^
next month..february..they will go Dubai for work..
sob sob..cant see them aredi..
but..hope they had their happy life at Dubai..^^
must be happy oh~~
GOD bless you 2^^

23th of January 2010

time past very fast.. still can felt tat hurt at one month ago..
all things felt like jz happened...
and my feeling..is fine now..
broke up wit u..heard u cheat to me..
felt tat u happy with him..
knew tat our love is ended.
our memory..is still in my heart..and keep playing in my mind..
but..i knew..is time to put down...
is hard to put down u..coz i love u deeply..
but...sha..pls go away from my life...
our love..is a fate..
i wont forgot.. how we love each other much...
i wont forgot.. how we happy in this 2 years..
i wont forgot.. YOU..
is hurt now..but..goodbye SHA..
i hope..u can have a happy life in ur future..
don make a wrong decision to spoil ur life..
take care urself..
and me..
should find a new life too...
..GOOD LUCK ILEX..

22th of January 2010

2day is a sad day again..
actually im quite fine...but because of the things happened around me..
made me donno is moody or fine here..

morning photography cls..long time no so concentrate in a cls aredi..
i think i really interest in photography..
a bit regret din take this major..
next friday our cls gt go pulau ketam too..
hmm..now a bit worrying because i no hv camera..hmm...

and i go worked..
coz my Store Manager nit to transfer to SS15..
all of us also no mood to work these few days..
haizz..he treat me as his sis..teach me many things about starbucks..
be4 he goes..he bought a tumbler for each of the partners...

walao yeh...damn sad la...every tumbler wrote each partner's name..sob sobT,T....

second things..
heard something bout my frenz..
haizz...same situation wit me too..
y ya??is it when a person unlucky...
all things around aso bad??
i felt sad for my fren...felt angry too..
but...
WHAT TO DO??? (recently always heard my frenz said this..learn a new sentence^^)
no matter how hurt we get...
no matter how worst the things will be...
we also need to stand up by ourselve...
no one can help us except by myself...
this true...
i hope..every bad things can stop soon..
and start a new life soon too~!~

ps: happy coz my macroeconomic pass aredi..^^
      a bit sad coz my accounting 2 get C only..thought can get B..but anyway..still pass^^
      still gt 2 subjects...haizz...worrying..

21th of January 2010

ytd..im in uncontrol situation..so the blog was damn emo..
ytd after i wrote the blog..i fall sleep wit tears..
den wake up go work.when work..i keep clean up the store..
coz i don wan to think...
my supervisor saw me like this..den talk to me..
she talked lot of her experience..and gv me some opinion..
thx WAN..after talk wit u..i felt better..

after came back from work..
on msn...RUTH came and chat wit me..
i really wan to thx RUTH...because of her..
remind me still gt a person who will nvr leave me until forever...
tat person is my GOD....T.T...
she let me heard a song - "I Just Want You"
my tear was coming out...the tears..is cry for GOD...
when im upset..i forgot bout GOD...
i felt sorry...GOD..pls forgive me...
u r my everything...

::I Just Want You - Planetshakers::

More than a nice melody
more than the sweetest of words
this is the love i have found
and with this love i am found

I just want you, Jesus
I just want you, My Lord
I just want you, Jesus
I just want you

Never could I comprehend
The love You so freely give
Never could I be worthy
But Your love covers all of my sin

There is no greater love than Yours
Nothing else could ever compare
And even i search all the world
I will never find a love like Yours


GOD will nvr leave us..no matter how worst we faced..
Because of GOD...i get peaceful (i can sleep well)
Because of GOD...i get happiness (i had fun with my college fren 2day^^)
Because of GOD...the weak say I am strong (my heart...is recovering soon...)
thx GOD coming to my life...
THx GOD....

20th of January 2010

20th of January 2010...is a unforgotable date....
20th december..is a date for our anniversary...
and 2day..is 2 years and 1 month anniversary..
i thought..i can live peacefully in this day...
but...but y...
y im crying now....
y i wan to call u ask for digi campus thing...
if i no call u...i will not know..i will not know..
u and him happy in ur room...
ya...the thing i don hope to see...happened....
he goes to ur house...he goes in ur room.....
my heart is broke...im angry...im sad....im hurt so deep.....
the memory come and suffering me again....
every part..every minute...every second when i wit u in ur room...
all come throught my mind...
wat u said to me..wat u done for me.....
all come throught my mind to suffering me now.....
im crying.............
but u wont know......coz u wont care bout my feeling anymore.......
im very suffer now........i wan to die.......
 i wan to die.......

u said will love me forever....
u said will not leave me forever....
u said hope can see me everyday....
u said hope can hug me everyday....
all thing u said to me.......now are suffering me......u know!!!!!!!!!???????

r u still remember our promise??
r u still remember our memory??
r u still keep the present i gave u on ur birthday??
r u still will miss me...when u remember our memory??
T,T.......

i wont forget....i wont forget the feeling im facing now....
i wont forget...its hurt...its really hurt............
thx for giving hurt for me....
thx for everything u gave me.....
thx for suffering me now.......

LOVE YOU??HATE YOU???
i dono how to answer anymore.....
im a zombie now.

19th of January 2010

2day called u..wanna ask how r u...
i thought..u will miss me...
im too childish...
ur voice..still same..
time pass every second every minute every hour everyday...
and u...aso leave me far away every second every minute every hour everyday..
haizz...im so down...
im so useless...
coz of u..im dead...
coz of u..im in darkness life...
coz of u..my smile gone...
coz of u..my mind blur...
all because of u...

I MISS YOU MUCH......

18th of January 2010

last friday..u told me 2day u will go out with him...
im upset..im bad mood..im sad..
but..i cant do anything..
i din find u for 2 days..
jz nw..suddenly felt i should call u..
u told me u're sick..so din go out with him..
tat moment..i quite happy..
i know im bad..but..i still happy at tat moment..
after tat..i more worry bout u r u ok there...
hope u will ok 2moro...
haizzz...wat am i doin???
i aso donno...
i really hope...i have a happy life...
happy life happy life happy life..........pls come to me....
im waiting for u......

17th of January 2010

ytd after work..go play snooker with bonny and her gf and her fren.. quite happy..coz im the winner..haha..
paise ya jun..next time play wit u again..
and then we go sunway yam cha..
saw many drunk ppl...
some africa ppl almost fight...
we aso go back home ASAP..

5am something...my bro come fetch sis and me go back seremban..
we sleep till around 12pm..den go visit my PLKN bro...
hehe..he was boring in the camp...coz haven start any activity..
when we go back...we knew tat...he miss us so much..
he miss home so much..
although now he taller den me..he still is our little brother...

FAMILY....is the one who will stay beside you till the last...
im happy...i had a good mother...
im happy...i had a eldest brother and sister...
im happy...i had a cute sister...
im happy...i had a little brother...
I love my family so much....
they will nvr leave me....forever...
although my father passed away 10 years ago...
but i knew..he always in my heart too...
and i knew...he will nvr leave me too if he can....

dad....i miss u....
how r u in heaven??
i think u're happy there..right??^^
dad...pls bless me always...
take away my sadness...
take away my loneliness..
take away my anger...
i wan a happy life.....

Clapton Eric - Tears In Heaven

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?

Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong and carry on,

Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?

Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way through night and day,

Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven.

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.

Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,

And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.

16th of January 2010

since ytd...im still very tired...
i dont felt wanna call u anymore..i dont felt wanna know wat u doin there anymore...
donno y...i felt myself starting to awake...
awake bout..u leave me.
awake bout..u no love me.
awake bout..u no miss me.
awake bout..ur heart is belong to him.
awake bout..u not nit me anymore....
our memory..was so sweet and unforgetable...
but...i know...i nit to wake up as fast as possible...

Mariah Carey - I stay in love

Oh baby
(哦，亲爱的)

Baby, I stay in love with you
(亲爱的，我深深的陷入了对你的爱情之中)

1. Dying inside cause I can't stand it
1. (我所有的一切都为你而疯狂，因为我实在抵挡不住这种感觉)

Make or break up
(无论是承受还是挣扎)

Can't take this madness
(我都无法抵抗这种疯狂的感觉)

We don't even really know why
(我甚至不知道是为什么)

All I know is baby
(亲爱的，我唯一清楚的是)

I try and try so hard
(我这么努力的)

To keep our love alive
(想维持我们的爱)

If you dont' know me at this point
(但如果现在你一点都不了解的话)

Then I highly doubt you ever will
(我便会开始怀疑你曾经一直给我的承诺)

I really need you to give me
(我真的很需要你给我)

That unconditional love I used to feel
(那种我曾经一直感受到的，那种毫无质疑的爱)

It's no mistaking
(也许生活也没什么改变)

We're just erasing
(只是我们的感情变淡了而已)

From our hearts and minds
(从里到外)

(C) And I know we said let go
(C) (我知道我们说了再见)

But I kept on hanging on
(可我仍然停留在这里不想离开)

Inside I know it's over
(在心里我知道这已经结束了)

You're really gone
(你真的已经走了)

It's killing me
(这让我痛苦像杀了我一样)

Cause there ain't nothing
(因为我不可能不在乎)

That I can do
(我能做的只是这样想)

Baby, I stay in love with you
(亲爱的我深深的陷入了对你的爱中，无法自拔)

And I keep on telling myself
(我不停的告诉自己)

That you'll come back around
(你会再次回来到我身旁)

And I try to front like "Oh well"
(每次我都会努力向前看，安慰自己一切都会好)

Each time you let me down
(但你每次都让我失望，痛苦)

See I can't get over you now
(你看，这么多次努力最终我还是忘不了你)

No matter what I do
(无论做什么都没办法)

But baby, baby
(但是亲爱的,亲爱的)

I stay in love with you
(我深深的陷入了对你的爱情之中)

Na na na na na na na na na X3
(呐呐呐呐呐呐呐呐呐) X3

Baby, I stay in love with you
(亲爱的，我深深的陷入了对你的爱情之中)

2. It cuts so deep
2. (这种感觉深深的刺痛我)

It hurts down to my soul
(他让我的灵魂伤心坠落)

My friends tell me
(我的朋友告诉我)

I ain't the same no more
(现在情况不一样了)

We still need each other
(但我想我们仍需要对方)

When we stumble and fall
(When we stumble and fall)

How we gon' act
(我们该怎么办？)

Like what we had
(还能像我们曾经那样互相扶持吗？)

Ain't nothin' at all now
(现在什么也没有了，没人能帮我们)

Hey, what I wanna do is
(Hey，现在我想做的就是)

Ride shotgun next to you
(像骑着火枪那样飞到你身边)

With the top down like we used to
(像以前那样快速投进你的怀抱)

Hit the block
(让整条街的人看到都震惊)

Proud in the SUV
(为我们的SUV车而骄傲)

We both know our heart is breaking
(我们都知道这次分离让我们的心都碎了)

Can we learn from our mistakes
(那么我们能不能从这个错误中学到什么呢？)

I can't last one moment alone
(我再也不能忍受一刻孤独)

Now go I know ->(C)
(我知道我现在就要离开这份痛苦) ->(C)

15th of January 2010

2day...my heart very tired...
donno y..
i really very tired...
i think...i better don wan contact u anymore..
i thought...i can face u..
but...everytime i heard u wanna go out with him...
my heart is break...
jz nw...u told me..if feel suffer...jz "give up"....
since u said tat...my tears come out...
suddenly......i released myself......
sry...i thought i can handle my emotion..but...
i really miss u...
i donno y...i love u so much..y u wanna leave me...
i donno...the past 2 years...wat u felt...
i donno...r u forgot me...
human or ghost...i donno how to recognize anymore....
im tired...
i really tired...

B...i miss u so much...but...im tired now.....
i donno..whether give up or keep goin...
i jz know...im tired nw....i don wan to think anymore.............T.T............

14th of January 2010

2day is 日记情人节。wish all couple are happy 2day...

for me..sleep till 11am..den wake up prepare my singing lesson homework..
after tat go take bus go puchong..
at nite..go cell group..thx guys...my birthday was past..but u all still celebrate wit me^^
i get a new english CD
i quite tired oh..

since last nite...donno wat happen to u..y u wan to smoke...


im worrying u....


finally..u told me..u stress..den u smoke..


ur parents..and him aso donno..


i donno is true anot...but...anyway...i hope u don smoke again...


anything...u can find me..still gt many way to release stress..


smoke is a bad thing...


u a bit sick 2day..and u told me..u miss me...


im happy...im the one who u r missing when u r sick..


tats mean..u still nit my care..


i donno..wat i waiting for...wat i expect for...
but im truely wan you to be happy...
but i aso hope...im the person who make u happy......

13th of January 2010

2day...actually my mood is quite good...
but...when jz nw saw ur status comment...
know u getting smoke...
my mood is down nw..

wat happen to u..y??can u tell me Y???
y u wan to smoke???
is he teach u??i still bliss u and him..but y...
if he really make u happy..y u still choose to smoke...
r u really happy now???
r u wan this kind of life???
my mood is still dropping down...
i felt sad...i felt heart break...
i very hurt to see u become like this...
y..
sha...y........hope u can tell me truely 2moro...

12th of January 2010

sha...r u really happy now??
if u really happy..y don't i feel u got the happiness as we had be4?
ytd u unhappy..coz ur parents don let u go out wit ur new fren..
but ur mom let u go out wit tat guy..
r u willing jz go out wit him??
r u really love him so much??

sha..i want you to be happy...
don because of any reason....
do wat ever tat can make u happy..know??
...Love You So Much...

2day a bit moody..stop writing here...

11th of January 2010

2day is de first day cls of my new semester..
walao..ytd too late jz sleep..2day wake up late again..
fast brush teeth den cycle go college..
cls on 8:30am - 11:30am..12pm-3pm..
but coz is first cls..dismissed earlier nuh..
same thing always happened in every new semester start~
ADD/DROP subjects...
all my fren busy thinking wat should they take in this semester..
i decided to let my frenz finish decide jz decide mine..
but i properly no change nah..
2day..my mood quite ok....when wan to moody...faster don wan think so much...
coz always wit fren..so i try to din call u too..
i scare..i will disturbing u..hope will not..
jz nw gt gv u a call..but u sound unhappy..
u don wan talk to me.
i hope..2moro when i call u..u will be ok..and tell me wat happen ..
i still care bout u..
pls treat me wit ur heart.

10th of January 2010

jz finish chat phone wit u..
i know...our relationship is ended..
at least..u told me both of u till lvl 3..
lvl 4 and 5...i wont be asking anymore..
coz...i know i will get hurt to hear tat...
start from nw..
u will always in my heart..
i also will go through my life..
thx for coming to my life in the past 2 years.
i know..u r leave me forever..
although i still miss u..but...wish u happy..
i love you..B.
i really love u and miss u.
T,T....

9th of January 2010

be4 my birthday...i nvr find u for quite long time...
but since u call me wish me happy birthday....i gt ur number again...
jz 5 days.....from my birthday till now...jz 5 days...y i felt so sad and hurt now....
how should i do now...
after i knew wat u do wit him...jz like wat we done be4....
den i will be hurt so deep.....
sha..y u can change heart??
y u wan to BETRAY me??
if we broke up cause of not match each other...
im fine...
but y u wan betray me and den leave me.....
second time...this is second time..
i know...i don wan the gal like u....
i know...still gt a better gal than u...
but..y u still stay in my heart...
i thought..i aredi put down...
but...im not...
i think...i shouldn't find u anymore...
although if u broke up wit tat guy..
u aso nvr come back to my side anymore...
y i still waiting for..
y i still stop here...

2day is ur one month anniversary..
i think..u had fun with him...
i hope...he will really treat u good.
i hope...u r happy with him.
i hope...he does not hurt u.
i hope...u go away from my life.

8th of January 2010

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
2DAY IS A BORING DAY!!!!!!!!
no place to go..
nth to do...
alone at hostel....
wasai........damn moody la~~~~~~~~~~~
when i gt time...den i will think of u.....
haizzzz.......stop it can anot....i damn suffer......
T.T......
my next target...pls come soon.....
gt next target...den i know i can forgot u......
T.T....sad la....y like this...y will become like this..haizzz....
stupid.....
damn....walao yeh....i cant control myself.....

guys..pls forgive me...
haizz....
whatever ii do..
no matter where am i...
i aso can think bout u....
haizz....damn.....
who can take away my memory?????
pls come take away my memory!!!!!
i don wan to be suffer!!!!i don wan ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sob sob....

miss my frens...miss their kisiao action...miss their happiness laughing...
i hope i can 24 hours 2gete wit my frens....
den i can not nit to think bout her....haizzzz......

7th of January 2010

we broke up 1 month.
the feeling is not good..
but i know i nit to be strong.
"u can keep her as ur memory..
but u cant stop ur life because of her.."
TIME is running..
still gt many things i haven do~

in the new year 2010...
in the first year of level 2(20 yrs old)
lets have a chance for my life~~
lets have fun..
lets have happy..
let go sadness..
~make my life be more colourful and wonderful~
i hope..i can do it.

GOD...
pls help me..
pls bless me..
pls be around me.
I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE.

6th of January 2010

my birthday present^^

2day come back from GENTING..

its a great trip wit my frens^^

at nite..go out wit her..

we go steamboat..

after tat i go her house overnite..

i know..we are trying to put down each other..

we loved each other so much..

and now..our relationship is ended.

donno y..im writing blog...wit tears..

i really miss her much..really miss our past..

but i know..all these are memory...

she gave me a wonderful love relationship tat i nvr get..

she aso gave me a deepful hurt tat i nvr get too..

SHA..thx for coming to my life...

i will nvr forgot u..

i will not...

i hope..i will be a part in ur deep heart...

coz..u r in my heart forever...

i will nvr forgot...

de happiness we had..

de sadness we had...

de tears we had...

no matter where am i...i will always rmb u...

::Christmas in my heart::

Every time we say goodbye

每一次我们说再会

There is something breaking deep inside

都有种深深的遗憾

I try to hide my feelings to keep myself controlled

我刻意掩饰感情，控制自己

but somehow I can't deny what's deep inside my soul

但我无法否认灵魂深处的一切

after always on the run

我总在外奔波忙碌

so many different places having fun

陌生地方流连忘返

but like river always knows just where to flow

但就象河流总有它自己的方向

now that disevery comes a feel like coming home

如今十二月来临,我想回家了

it's Christmas in my heart when I'm with you

我心中的圣诞节 就是和你在一起

no matter where we are or what we do

无论我们在何方,无论我们做何事

tomorrow maybe great

明天也许很渺茫

we may be torn apart

我们也许会分离

but if you stay tonight

如果你今晚留下来

It's Christmas in my heart

就是我心中的圣诞

I don't know how just stay alive

我真不知道该如何生活

Without your touch without you by my side

如果没有你的抚摸和陪伴

just like the deserts always waiting for the rain

就象沙漠永远渴望着雨水

oh,babe,i wish the holy night will come again

啊,宝贝,我希望这神圣的夜晚再次来临

it's Christmas in my heart when I'm with you

我心中的圣诞节 就是和你在一起

no matter where we are or what we do

无论我们在何方,无论我们做何事

tomorrow maybe great

明天也许很渺茫

we may be torn apart

我们也许会分离

but if you stay tonight

如果你今晚留下来

It's Christmas in my heart

就是我心中的圣诞

everywhere I could and everywhere I know

我去过的每个地方,认识的每个人

it makes a lots of wishes for a old Santa Claus

都向圣诞老人许下很多愿望

but what I really need tonight is for you to come and hold me tight

但我今晚最需要的 就是你的到来和紧紧的拥抱

what a Christmas without you here by my side

没有你的陪伴,就无所谓圣诞

I need you tonight

我今晚需要你

it's Christmas in my heart when I'm with you

我心中的圣诞节 就是和你在一起

no matter where we are or what we do

无论我们在何方,无论我们做何事

tomorrow maybe great

明天也许很渺茫

we may be torn apart

我们也许会分离

baby if you stay tonight for Christmas

啊,宝贝,我希望这神圣的夜晚再次来临

you'll fulfill at all my wishes

你将会满足我所有的愿望

if you stay tonight it's Christmas in my heart

如果你在今晚留下这是我心中的圣诞

it's Christmas in my heart

这是我心中的圣诞

this song...is our song...hope u will nvr forgot..

the LOVE we had be4...

I don't have any expectation..

i jz hope..

i can in ur heart forever...

and u had ur happy life that u wan.

I LOVE YOU.

GOODBYE, MY LOVE.

GentinG TrIp^^ - 5 January 2010

2010...finally..im "20" years old..
welcome to de level 2 life~~^^
my 20th birthday...is the best birthday i nvr get it.
im at Genting...when we playing de flying chair near the theme park door...
my friends were singing birthday song for me~~~~
walao~~~ so touch...i nvr think they will do tat for me~~~^^

after tat...we keep goin play around..
we had fun at theme park...^^

GUYS...i really felt happy and touch can know u all..

come to segi..is a fate for me to know u guys...

i love u all so much..

no matter what happened between us..

at last..we still FRIENDS!!

thx for coming fulling my life~~

::::FRIENDSHIPS NEVER END::::

4th January 2010

4th::

my bro go PLKN...and 2day..sis and me aso nit to go back subang..

we clean our house..keep our things...and last minute..

my sis took her jeans asked my mom to sew shorter a bit..

den i aso took my jeans out gv my mom sew too..haha

coz my mom sit on floor help us measure de jeans..den on floor gt many needles..

im so unlucky..my leg kena one of the needle...walao yeh~~~damn pain neh...T.T

but after tat nth aredi..haha...

we leave our house around 3:30pm-4:00pm

when we almost reach subang toll..

hungry!!!!haha~my mom..sis and me straight away go klang for BAH KUT TEH~~^^

after eating..den go back subang clean my dirty hostel in a short time..haha...jz simply simply clean..make it look clean...den my mom go back...i wit my sis go mydin buy some foods and drinks...after come back...bath...coz cant on9..so i wit my sis sleep early 2day..haha

the next day is my birthday nuh...go genting wit my beloved friends~~^^

3th day of 2010~

finally...my bro inside his PLKN camp...
a bit miss him tim..
he always will lay on de sofa..
or playing his dota games beside me..
but now..we donno wat he doin now...
i think..2nite he cant fall sleep..
hope he can handle every problem by himself..
its the first time..my mom are not beside him for so long time..
let GOD bless him..lead him..

2moro..my mom will send sis and me go back subang..and then..
my new life in 2010 will begin..^^
2day i told my mom..one of my goal is..get a car for my 21st yrs old
i will try my best to achieve this goal.
and GOD,
pls take care of my family.
pls continue bless my family.
help us, lead us to solve all the problems tat we have to face.
lead us more toward YOU.

AMEN.

2nd day of 2010

2day...donno y..den mood not so good...
i think coz too boring at home aredi..
watch tv...no have my favorite show..
on9..facebook games very boring aso..
hang out...donno wan to go where..
haizz..

my bro will go to PLKN 2moro..
hope he can be more mature after he go in..
hope he can learn more thing that he donno now..
my mom are worry bout this son..
aredi 18 years old...everything still like donno how to do..donno how to settle..
GOD..pls bless my bro...pls lead him..

my mom..sis and me will accompany my bro go to camp 2moro..
hope my bro can learn how to take care himself..
don make my mom worry bout him...
start from 2moro..our life will have a 180' change..
bro in camp 3 months..
sis and me study at subang..
left my mom..she aso can concentrate on her work..
4 of us..cannot like be4..always meet 2gete..
since my father pass away..thx for GOD..always bless us..always take care of us..
GOD helped us..when my mom faced de financial problem..
GOD helped us..when my sis had a accident few years ago but she's fine and healthy now..
GOD helped us..when i worry bout my result..when im down..is he gave me HOPE..
now..i believe..GOD aso will help my bro..let him grown up through this camp....

thx GOD.

FIRST DAY OF 2010^^

2day is de first day of 2010..
and now almost 12am..
so de second day of 2010 coming soon..

2day..nth special for me..
sleep..stay home..on facebook..watch tv..
in 2010~i hope i can have a big change in my life..
change look..change life style..be more mature..be more talent..bla bla bla

i have a single life now..
ur number..i aredi delete from my phone list...
i cant rmb wats ur number..
i hope...i have a new life after u...
u..r my memory..
thx for joining my life past 2 years..
nw..let me have a new life in 2010~~

^^