18th March 2010

Sha..3 days din find u... i felt like long time din contact wit u jor..
i think...ur life r quite good..

2day...i made 2 gals pek ceh..walao..
first..is tou tou...at first said want to go clubbing wit her..
but at last my stomach pain..don felt like goin..
den she call me and scold me...walao
made me angry too..

second is u...S.
i donno..i gt so care bout wat u think bout me..
sry..i not mean wan to c ur msg..
i jz simply press press press only..
actually i wan to see ur pic..
but i really JUST press press press den press in ur inbox..
pls don misunderstand me...
i nvr care bout wat u msg wit ur frenz...
i understand everyone had their privacy..
pls believe me..i really nvr think to c ur inbox...
i swear..T.T..
walao...knew u angry bout tat..
i felt sad till now neh.....
hope u wont put in heart....
T.T

15th of MArch 2010

2day..same like last Monday and tuesday...
i din find u..u aso din find me..
i knew..u're fine now..
tats y..i leave..
mayb...we will keep this relationship till the end of life..
donno...
no one can promise anything....
jz hope..u r happy..
I miss you..i care bout u..
take care....

14th of MArch 2010

HaPPy WhIte ValeNtine day......
y...i felt the past one week..
so slow..so tired..so boring..so grey...
walao yeh.....im goin crazy.....
where's my happiness??
where's my hope??
where's my target??
where's my GOAL??
where's my Life.......T.T....
haizz.....go sleep....2moro is a new and great day again...

13th of March 2010

since Monday until now
aredi 6 days..
after tat nite..cried...sad...heart pain coz must put down u..
Monday wake up..i felt i'm a new person...
i no felt sad coz u leave me..
i no felt angry when i heard u go out wit him....
i no think any hope while i get ur msg..
coz i knew....HOPE more...HURT more....
i still worry bout u...
i still care you...
but...i cant care u like a couple again...
i must control myself...
coz i knew u donno how to choose btw he and me..
or mayb..u knew u wan to be wit him..but..
u still wan my care...
if really like tat....
SHA..sry..i cant accept tat...


start from nw..
i wan to have a happy and wonderful life..
i wan to study hard...
i wan to work hard...
i wan to change my style...
i wan to be more mature..
i wan to be sucessful person!!!!
ILEX LO..YOU CAN DO IT!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!

11th of March 2010

now is 1:11am...
the time i start writing this blog..
since tat nite...i said...jz treat us nvr know each other be4..
these few days...i felt better den be4...
honestly..still will miss u...
i aredi tried to not contact u...
but 9th of March nite..u find me....
u cried..u sad..coz ur mom don let u learn dance..and said the bad words..
and u aso worry bout ur result..
worry bout u cant go study again..
my heart pain..but...i cant do anything...
i jz try my best to comfort u...
to make u feel better...
luckily..u said u had felt better...
10th March...u asked me a question..
y i treat u so cold...
i din answer u....
coz i donno how to answer u...
and i felt no point to answer this question...
i said be4...when u nit me..i will be there...
now jz wait for ur result...
see how and wat u plan to do on next...
i will gv u my opinion if u nit..
i will try my best to help u...
after i knew tat u r in stable...
den i will leave...
when next time u nit me again...i will be there for u...


jz read ur blog...and saw ur hand's pic...
i can understand..when u r sad...sure will think to hurt urself..
coz i do tat be4 too..
but..pls dont do tat again....
tats look stupid~
my hand had de scar tat still can see it clearly now..
tat was i hurt myself when my ex leave me last year...
de scar will always follow me...donno till when..
and everytime i saw de scar...i felt im stupid!!!!
im idiot...y wan to do tat on tat time..
i hope u can be more mature...
do this kind of thing...jz will let the ppl who care u worry u only...
wan ppl love u...first u must know how to love urself....
if u still continue like tat....u are no meaning to live...
pls be more mature...
pls think bout ur future..
pls dont gv up ur life...
in our life..still gt many many things wait us to do..to achieve...
hope u can don always think de negative things again....
tat will let ppl felt speechless 2ward u only...
失恋，遇到挫折，这是每个人必经的成长路程
跌倒了，就自己爬起来
爬起来了，才算是成长。。。
hope u can understand wat i wan to tell u...

9th of March 2010

2 days ago...7th of March 2010
is we broke up 3 months~~
tat nite..we chat in phone...
3 months aredi.....
i really nit to put down this relationship....
i told u...jz treat us...nvr know each other be4.....
we cried....we 'bu she de'...
i had ask for a chance...
but...u don wan to gv me last chance....
so....we jz....game over ba.....
9th of MArch...aso u and him 2gete 3 months...
SHa....pls take care urself...
rmb eat...rmb sleep well...
must be healthy....
i jz wan to see u happy.......
i jz wan to see u still alive....
although u're not mine....
but....I will always Miss You....
i miss u....i love u...

7th of March 2010

2day...
is our broke up 3 months date...
3 months aredi....time.. pass very fast...
u leave me...aredi 3 months...
and 2 days ltr....u and him...aso 2gete 3 months.......
SHA....im starting....to give up.....
im starting...cant accept....the day u 2gete wit him keeping increase..
im starting...tired to be stupid.....
"Sarah Conner - Christmas In My Heart"
our sing...jz like our memory....
was live deeply in my heart....
i cant forget...the feeling we hug..
i cant forget...the feeling we kiss..
i cant forget...the feeling we love..
i cant forget...the feeling we cry...
i cant forget...the feeling we miss each other...
all memory...was deep in my heart...
but....im starting to accept....YOU aredi leave me....
im starting to accept....You not belong to me...
im starting to stop thinking....do You still love me...
coz i knew....u wont care me anymore....

SHA..pls take care...
although im not de person to make u happy..
but...i really jz wan u to be happy..
im tak biasa to tell others...im single now...
but...i will biasa it soon....
i will live my life....WITHOUT YOU.................
hope i can do it.

2nd of March 2010

JESS!!!happy birthday..welcome to level 2!!^^
finally...jess become 20 years old...
level 2 neh....y she still look same geh??hehe
kidding kidding..

ytd nite..i sent a msg to u..
i said..i have to leave...
jz nw...u msg me...ask me...
am i wan to leave u 4ever??
i..donno how to answer u...
i really dono how to answer u...
i want to tell u...till now...
u're still in my heart....
it is very deep......
wan to forgot u...i think nit a long long long time....or impossible...
but....honestly...i think..i wont coz of u...single 4ever...
if u nvr think to come back...i will try to put down...
and find for my new relationship....
i still love u...i still miss u lot...
but if u don love me...
i will put down u.....