11th of March 2010

now is 1:11am...
the time i start writing this blog..
since tat nite...i said...jz treat us nvr know each other be4..
these few days...i felt better den be4...
honestly..still will miss u...
i aredi tried to not contact u...
but 9th of March nite..u find me....
u cried..u sad..coz ur mom don let u learn dance..and said the bad words..
and u aso worry bout ur result..
worry bout u cant go study again..
my heart pain..but...i cant do anything...
i jz try my best to comfort u...
to make u feel better...
luckily..u said u had felt better...
10th March...u asked me a question..
y i treat u so cold...
i din answer u....
coz i donno how to answer u...
and i felt no point to answer this question...
i said be4...when u nit me..i will be there...
now jz wait for ur result...
see how and wat u plan to do on next...
i will gv u my opinion if u nit..
i will try my best to help u...
after i knew tat u r in stable...
den i will leave...
when next time u nit me again...i will be there for u...


jz read ur blog...and saw ur hand's pic...
i can understand..when u r sad...sure will think to hurt urself..
coz i do tat be4 too..
but..pls dont do tat again....
tats look stupid~
my hand had de scar tat still can see it clearly now..
tat was i hurt myself when my ex leave me last year...
de scar will always follow me...donno till when..
and everytime i saw de scar...i felt im stupid!!!!
im idiot...y wan to do tat on tat time..
i hope u can be more mature...
do this kind of thing...jz will let the ppl who care u worry u only...
wan ppl love u...first u must know how to love urself....
if u still continue like tat....u are no meaning to live...
pls be more mature...
pls think bout ur future..
pls dont gv up ur life...
in our life..still gt many many things wait us to do..to achieve...
hope u can don always think de negative things again....
tat will let ppl felt speechless 2ward u only...
失恋，遇到挫折，这是每个人必经的成长路程
跌倒了，就自己爬起来
爬起来了，才算是成长。。。
hope u can understand wat i wan to tell u...