14,15,16-JAN-11

14th was a boring and sleepy day..
i was wake up around 10:30am..den watching pps..
and organization behavior cls was on 2:30pm..walao..
after watched pps i felt sleepy but have to go cls..
took a bath den go for cls..
this semester i got 3 days morning cls except Friday...
is noon cls..
noon cls is really sleepy period```T.T.......
i try my best to concentrate but it fail...
i felt sleepy in cls and cant concentrate...T.T...
we ended cls on 5pm..there was a good thing
because the timetable was change to 12pm-3pm start from next week
its better than 2:30pm...haha..
worked at nite...felt lazy..but also have to WORK...
luckily it was a busy friday..haha..
i have been long time nvr busy in starbuck..
felt excited when i have a lots of drink to make
and must be fast!!!haha~~turn here turn there..
jump here jump there..
customers stay until last minute jz wanna to leave=="
we finished our work and leaved starbuck around 1:30am...
came back..bath..on9 a while(actually until 5am..haha)den sleep..
plan to no sleep coz the next day i do opening..
scare cant wake up..
but at last slept for 2 hours..haha..

15th was a tired day.
first..coz im not enough sleep..hehe
den wake up in the morning went to work..
coz its a saturday morning..
so there was not much customer..(everyone wan to sleepXD)
and im too bored made me slept at BOH(Back Of House)
felt happy coz i can SLEEP~~~~~~~wohoo~~~~
there was no middle partner
therefore i have to work till 7:30am-4:30pm(8 hours+1 hour OT)..
but..coz it was too busy..i cant even leave there..
work work work...
i ended my job at 5:30pm..
16th was my sister's convo..but we haven prepare the flower for her..
go find the nearest flower shop and get half dozen daisy flower for her..haha
and 2day suppose date with xiang hui at 4pm..
but coz of work den extend to 5pm..
finally we meet up around 6:30pm...
haha...so PUNCTUAL~~~la la la~~^^
i knew Xiang Hui almost 10 years aredi...
she was a active person when i knew her^^
and she was take good care of me~~
i cant forgot she is the one who talk to me when im anti-social..haha
tats y i appreciated her for my whole life time~~
after have dinner with her..den came back home on9 again...
2am - bed.

16th is my sister BIG day~~^^
its her convo in diploma at Segi University Colleges Kota Damansara~~^^
finally...she almost finish her study journey..
coz she is taking degree now..
when i saw the graduated students...
i felt like i must graduate with jess they all...
coz i same batch with them...
i don wan leave me outT.T......
i still have lots of subject have to complete..
but i really worry bout i cant handle itT.T...
PHEW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``
its ok..my mom told me..
graduate on 2013 nvm..
the important is i can study hard and get a good result...not FAIL=='
i WISH to and i HAVE to also...

after finish all the things..
sister bringing us to celeste shop coz her shop wanna clear stock
my mom change and try...change and try...
finally she bought 5 shirt~~^^
i also slept at sofa there..hehe..
reached subang was around 4:30pm..
mom asked me to have a rest coz nite i got work but i DIN'T..XP
i watched my idol's video..she is so cute^^
i am super duper sleepy now..
and i have to go for bed..
2moro i opening again==
MONEY MONEY MONEY...
i fight for you^^
good nite world......

13-JAN-11

ytd nite..chat with wan er at msn till morning..

walao..slept few hours only

luckily can wake up for cls..

haha..

went business law 2 cls..

luckily my grade din drop..phew...

try my best to understand wat lecturer said...

although some i cant understand..

after that moral cls..walao...

i think we had to listen his story for 4 months...

but still ok la....

can learn from his life..hahaXD

3pm ngam ngam..dismissed cls..

went sushi king at summit with iris..haha~~

she treat me makan...haha~~XD

after eat..we aso went back nuh..

she went back sleep..

den i came back watch movie again..haha

i thought 2nite got cell group..

but its not..

den i follow nic..chee wei..yion..shaun..yancy went leisure mall meet jess for "Great Day"

haha!!

its quite nice..jz ending a bit......haha~~

i am so sleepy now......

ending with GREAT DAY...^^

good nite world..

12-JAN-11

this morning i attended quantitative cls which is Mr. Lee cls..

so worry coz he don wan sign for my form to let me enter this cls coz its full..

but luckily he allowed coz if really no computer can use i bring my laptop la..

haha~~

after cls nth to do..

went for subway with jojo..bok..staci..haha~~

super full..until dinner aso haven hungry..

i think coz of this tats y subway can made ppl slim down..haha

went back home after lunch..

watch hong kong drama..

watch one movie..

jz around 3:30pm..

and suddenly miss my idol "zhang yun jing"!!

haha!!den go youtube...hehe..had a happy hours with watching ah jing's youtube..

she is so CUTE and HANDSOME and COOL!!!

haha!!

ah jing is my strength~~

i learned one thing from her..

which is we must not give up for our dream..

and we have to fight for our dream...^^

den work at sbux at 7pm..had headache..

but have to work

coz i wan to work hard for my GOAL!!^^

finally im home and bath aredi...

haha..now wanna watch drama again den go for sleep..haha~~good nite~~

10,11-JAN-11

10th
result came out..
my micro failed AGAIN..
i felt helpless..
and don't know how to control my feeling..
i felt sad and sorry to my mom..
i cried......
told my leader phoebe..
she called me and pray for me..
what i care is my mom..
what i care is y i so stupid cant pass my subject...
is a second time i failed this subject and i have to retake again
now i only hope Segi won't charge me retake fee
its cost RM1200!!!
i hope i can skip for the fee.......
pls dont realize it....

11th
2day went to college and find ms.linda
she said my mark is lost quite lot and she cant help me...
and suppose i registered for CRM
but i attend micro cls again coz i have to retake...
i told myself...no matter how hard....
i have to pass my subjects...
no matter how...i WANT TO graduate..
i really want to...

God...i pray for my study...
please help me..
please lead me..
i really want to graduate..
i wan to fulfilled my mom's hope which is we get a degree..
what i can do for her is to study hard and wear that mortarboard
what she wants to see is just that..
is only that.....
i believe in you..i believe that..
you will give me more than i want..
in jesus's name i pray..Amen.

8,9-JAN-11

8th
wake up in the morning...go see room with sis again..
and went for breakfast with sis at usj..
after that went back home to clean living room:(
quite lot things i took back seremban or throw~
and i drove back seremban around 1pm..haha!
finally..im home~~but my bro went out aredi..
coz 8th was his birthday!!!haha!!
and tat nite my best frenz were celebrating my belated birthday at "Hawaii"
haha!!
it was a nice day~and i really long time din see them~
they become more beautiful aredi^^
3 of them got bf and can felt that they really love their bf^^
happy for them^^
but they facing family problem and i cant help them:(
just hope they dont get hurt..hope they have a happy life..tats enough for me~~

9th
2day i went BAHAU to find my mom..
i really miss her so much...
and wanna stay beside her every single minutes
but i cant...T.T
while im getting become an adult...
she are getting older and older..
every time when i have to leave her to come back subang for study..
i always feel sad and don't wan to leave...
i can felt that she really had a heavy responsible toward us....
she still have to work very hard for few years
she cant stop although she are super tired....
im felt guilty about i dint do well on wat i suppose to do...

mom...u must take good care on yourself..
i still got 2 years to finish my study and turn me to take care of you..
thx for everything mom...
thx for everything u gave me....
I LOVE YOU...