11th of June 2010

本人正在inti上网，等着某某人下课。
我快要在这睡着了。。
就突然想起，某某人希望，我的部落格里有她，嘻嘻
就随意来写写咯

今天十一号，已经六天了哦
你的自信，让我们有了第一个星期
希望，我们有很多个一个星期^^
也希望，我们不会有争吵，伤心，难过
我只想有段，安安乐乐，开开心心，平平淡淡的恋情
不要求新鲜，因为我不是那种人。
我们彼此的信任，希望是真心，认真地。
傻艺，我在乎你了。
委屈你了，必须忍受我的臭脾气。
只希望自己，能够给你幸福快乐。。。

7th of June 2010

know what's 7th mean to me???
phew.......一眨眼。。。和你分手，已经半年了。。
为什么，每一个月的7号，都会让我记起
那些回忆，一幕一幕地，又出现在我的脑海里。。
人生，是不是真的要带着遗憾？？

前两天，我已正式和艺在一起。。
我不知道，未来会变成什么样子。。
我真的一点画面都没有。。
我只希望，不要有任何一方受伤。。
不要再有受伤了。。。

26th of May 2010

2moro is ur birthday...
wish u happy birthday...
wish u have a nice day...
u r study at segi college..
and i aso will start my new semester on next week..
i donno wat will happen btw us...
i donno...can i let go anot if i see u everyday...
i really donno.....
am i still love U??
i knew....all changed...
all not like last time....
we r past....
but y....i cant have my new life...
i don wan....u r my regret.....
i donno...should i wait for u...or should i move on....
i scare......i really scare......
i scare i make a wrong decision.....
should i stand and don move??is it a better way??

7th of May 2010

5 months...
both of us had headache..
and i almost faint..
but i have to go out buy shirt and shoes for my working..
finally..use RM80 to buy a black shoes and RM60 to buy a long sleeve shirt
haizz..
hope the shoes wont spoil so fast..

when im headache and almost faint in sunway...
i called u.....
but....u asked me y and use very pek ceh tone said u're eating
u nvr gv me chance to talk..
i felt sad..i felt angry...
y u wan treat me like tat...y...

when u need me..u treat me like human
when u not nit me...u treat me like dog!!!
what is this!!!!!
SHA....wats wrong with u.....
is it when u don love a person...u really wont care bout tat person feeling...
ya..its true...if i don like tat person..i aso wont care their live or dead..
i think...u same...
jz i don like this stupid feeling.....
haizz...

2day..my fren said like me..
felt confuse...
coz.......
coz......coz....
haizz...not dare to say...
if it become true..i jz say ba...
good nite...nit to sleep aredi...
not feeling well.....

6th of May 2010

2moro is 7th of May...
is our broke up 5 months....
i don wan to count..but y....
every 7th come..i aso will remember...
im still hurt....im still hurt.......
2day u go out with him...
from morning..untill now u aso haven go back home...
if u really no love him...u will facing him one day???
y i still cant accept this....
y......
y i still like to gv fake hope to myself...
y i wan to made myself so hurt............
i hate this feeling.....
i hate....................................T.T.......