26th of May 2010

2moro is ur birthday...
wish u happy birthday...
wish u have a nice day...
u r study at segi college..
and i aso will start my new semester on next week..
i donno wat will happen btw us...
i donno...can i let go anot if i see u everyday...
i really donno.....
am i still love U??
i knew....all changed...
all not like last time....
we r past....
but y....i cant have my new life...
i don wan....u r my regret.....
i donno...should i wait for u...or should i move on....
i scare......i really scare......
i scare i make a wrong decision.....
should i stand and don move??is it a better way??

7th of May 2010

5 months...
both of us had headache..
and i almost faint..
but i have to go out buy shirt and shoes for my working..
finally..use RM80 to buy a black shoes and RM60 to buy a long sleeve shirt
haizz..
hope the shoes wont spoil so fast..

when im headache and almost faint in sunway...
i called u.....
but....u asked me y and use very pek ceh tone said u're eating
u nvr gv me chance to talk..
i felt sad..i felt angry...
y u wan treat me like tat...y...

when u need me..u treat me like human
when u not nit me...u treat me like dog!!!
what is this!!!!!
SHA....wats wrong with u.....
is it when u don love a person...u really wont care bout tat person feeling...
ya..its true...if i don like tat person..i aso wont care their live or dead..
i think...u same...
jz i don like this stupid feeling.....
haizz...

2day..my fren said like me..
felt confuse...
coz.......
coz......coz....
haizz...not dare to say...
if it become true..i jz say ba...
good nite...nit to sleep aredi...
not feeling well.....

6th of May 2010

2moro is 7th of May...
is our broke up 5 months....
i don wan to count..but y....
every 7th come..i aso will remember...
im still hurt....im still hurt.......
2day u go out with him...
from morning..untill now u aso haven go back home...
if u really no love him...u will facing him one day???
y i still cant accept this....
y......
y i still like to gv fake hope to myself...
y i wan to made myself so hurt............
i hate this feeling.....
i hate....................................T.T.......

12th of April 2010

recently..start to hear u and him argue...
happy??sad??
no..im worry bout u..
worry wat?
i worry...u scare...
i worry...u cry...
i worry...u will get hurt...
i hope...u will be fine soon...
im not tat great...can bless ur relationship..
im jz a normal human being...
i will sad..i will stupid..i will cry...
pls forgive me..
take care..

10th of APRIL 2010

long time din write blog..
mean wat??
not because im fine..
jz because im lazy..
supposely..i should rush on my assignment and study..
but..im wasting my free day again..
2day jz saw ur profile..
finally..u upload de pic of u and him..
ur smile..told me u happy to be with him..
and ur heart....totally no hv my place...
wat am i 2ward u...
i really wan to know....
do u ever love me be4??
y...y i felt stranger bout u...
y can u fall in love wit other ppl...without any reason...
i don understand...y aredi couple...still can fall in love with other ppl...
y can u don appreciate wat u have...
i really hope...u can get de hurt someday from someone u love so much...
i knew im bad to think like tat...but...
i really hope u will get retribution on wat u done.
love or hate...i cant recognize anymore...
u changed my life...
u changed my mind..
i don care bout other feeling now.....
i do wat i wan..
although there r something tat r wrong..
i still go ahead...
i still believe there have true love..
but i jz do wat i happy now..
if u really care bout ur image...
den u don do de wrong thing at first..
no point to angry wat i write on facebook...
tat is u...
not nit to act u r good person.